You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she maked you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. -Bob Marley.
How do you let go of someone you love someone you dont hate not angry at. someone tt has never done majorly wrong to you?
Why does God create such a weird and cruel rule to tear us apart? Why do we have to be of the same religion and culture before we can be 2gether in peace? What do i want? Why cant i make a decision and be happy about it? Why doesnt God give me the strength to bear through this?
What happened tt day. The things tt was said. Did it matter? i only wanted wat was best for you. apparently the best wasnt me.
Should i just listen to what others say and let go of you?
Why would they say its a waste of time? When all the time spent with you were all worth it? Why cant i keep the only happiness in my life? I've always knew tt we were gg to be apart some day. why not tt day? shouldnt i be prepared for it?
Should i beg and plead for a reunion or should i just learn to be alone again?
last time someone managed to help me think otherwise.
now, im back to hating it again.
my birth is a curse.
every year on 12 jan something big happen, either to someone close to me or me. and that something big usually means big bad news.
i've always thought in order to save my close ones from being hurt, i wouldnt celebrate my bday. wats the bug fuss anyway? juz a day i was born. maybe that was the mistake. when i was born.
Just found out from my mom yesterday one of my uncle was diagnosed with a stage 2 lymphoma cancer. He is currently undergoing a few chemo sessions and he is going to be sick and weak for these period of times. Somtimes i wonder why God does the thing He does. Why am i NOT the one getting this? Why dont i be the one getting the cancer?
He has a wife and 3 kids.A family that needs him.Yet i who have nothing is perfect healthy. i, who sometimes, is ungrateful to God, ungrateful to life. And yet i have nothing in me that is potentially fatal.
Why cant i be the one taken away from this world instead of him?
hello peeps, yet again, i have more pending pictures :P haha... but one by one ok! coming rite up is me and dear at sentosa on a mission to play the segway. next entry will prolly be me and dear playing the guitar hero wii, me and dear eating sushi (random! ahha) and then the boon teck rd reunion!.... i cant catch up! there mite be more pictures by next week end.... gosh...
anyway, while looking at pictures, maybe i can share the songs thats been on repeat in my ipod... if u trust my taste, u'd trust that its awesome!! step one: click on the song u wanna hear step two: ignore video... ahhaha... then just read the rest of my blog w/ that song as background music...
see? i gave u a choice (even if u liked none, i've tried!) pls go ahead then!
if you like slow korean music, u mite like this... dun why i like this so much oso... lol... but i prefer 2NE1 than wonder girls lor... hehe... i think they're more funky :P i think this song have that 90s feel to it...
another slow song... very 90s feel... alicia keys try sleeping with a broken heart. reminds u abit of 'must have been love' by roxette... whoooaaaa i miss 90s songs :D
or for a more funky music, try this! timbaland feat soshy and nelly furtado, morning after dark. wooooot!
finally the pictures!
on a last note... altho its an old advert, i still nid to say this... i absolutely looove this commercial, its just sooooo cute to see the guys' expression... very much like a girl's face of excitement! ahhah awesome!
it was majorly awesome. it corporates what i love the most and what dear loves a lot. martial arts and dance. its fun to say i have a favorite fighting movie, dear mite not like it, but i love it! it funny, sad,interesting and fun.
i wish i was agile and fit enough to learn capoeira tho. must be my new dream now! hehe!
i've been stalking these few webbies too...the entries are updated daily by normal people like u and me!...wait....im nt that normal... sry.anyways.... thanks to my dear...hahah introducing me to all these crazy webbies! rite now, i cant live my life without the daily doses of all these webbies...mad i am!
http://mylifeisaverage.com
one entry that made me laughed out loud...like seriously!:
A while back I was lying awake in my bed when I heard my roommate started mumbling in his sleep. His exact words were, "We could kill them all. That would solve everything." Wondering if he'd answer, I asked him, "Kill who?" To my great amusement, he answered, "The ninja hamsters." I really wish I could see what he was dreaming.
and a few more:
Today, my friend and I were talking about the power rangers, and we realized that the white power ranger is Caucasian, the yellow power ranger is Asian, the red power ranger is Native American, and the black power ranger is African American. Thank you power rangers for being so accurate. MLIA
Today, I saw a sign that said, "Road is wet when raining." I am still confused as to why such a sign would be needed. MLIA
http://www.fmylife.com/
here's for the more sadistic ppl(dear's fav, apparently), some entries ARE funny, but most werent...
Me and a few friends decided to do something good for the environment and go on a trash hike. On the side of the road we found a diamond ring worth about $2,500. IMMD
Sewing a dress for a drag queen, a co-worker’s 9 year old daughter came in to see what I was doing. I tried to explain, tactfully, that my friend likes to put on wigs and perform sings onstage. She thought a moment, and then said “You mean, like Hannah Montana?” Yup. IMMD
On a manhole cover next to the campus library, someone had posted this sign: “Ninja Turtles Hiring. Inquire within.” IMMD.
http://notalwaysright.com/
(I work for the city government and received this call the day after Halloween.)
Customer: “The garbage collectors didn’t take all my garbage this morning. They left my pumpkin.”
Me: “Well, sir, where did you leave the pumpkin for collection?”
Customer: “In my recycling bin.”
Me: “Well, that’s why they didn’t take it. You need to put it in your garbage can.”
Customer: “But you can recycle a pumpkin!”
Me: “Sir, what do you think they are going to recycle your pumpkin into?”
Customer: “PIE!”
Customer: “Can I have a sample of this doughnut?”
Me: “Sorry, no.”
Customer: “But you used to give them out! Why can’t I get one?”
Me: “Yeah, that was a long time ago. Now we only give it to children.”
(The customer squats down a bit.)
Customer: “I’m twelve. Can I have a sample?”
Customer: “Excuse me, how do I get out?”
Me: “The door is right over there, ma’am.”
Customer: “Yes, but it’s not opening.”
Me: “It isn’t an automatic door.”
Customer: “So, how do I get out?”
http://failblog.org/
oh! im also a proud member of http://www.stumbleupon.com
basically for ppl that have no life.i mean it... ahahha thats me!
