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Sunday, September 26, 2010

 is it juz me?
or does this song sounds like a potential rapist theme song?



Are u ready party people are u ready ayyy
I never felt so alive like I do tonight 
Said I never felt so alive like I do tonight ( u mean horny?)
look at her look at her a couple more drinks then she's ready then she all mine
Look at her look at her a couple more drinks then she's ready

then she all mine (to rape and shit?? what????)
this could be the only time I stand out the boarder line
im ready to take my chances
What I do is not a crime this would have other time

im ready to take my chances (i guess most criminals would have the same thinking?)
hey hey hey ayyyy hey hey hey ayyyyy hey ayyyyy ayyyyy oooh
I never felt so alive like I do tonight

said I never felt so alive like I do to night
 look at her look at her a couple more drinks then she's ready then she all mine
look at her look at her a couple more
Drinks then she's ready then she all mine
party ppl are u ready ayyy 
party ppl are u ready ayyy
this could be the only time I stand out the boarder line
im ready to take my chances
What I do is not a crime

this would have other time
im ready to take my chances

hey hey hey ayyyyy hey hey hey ayyyyy hey ayyyyyy ayyyyy ooooh
I never felt so alive like I do tonight

said I never felt so alive like I do to night
feels like once in a life time

i absolutely have no idea what the objective of these lyrics are.
nice rhythm, yes. but seriously?
would u let ur daughter go out with a man who love this song?
whatever happened to romantic cheesy love songs?
and no im not talking about :

"Come here rude boy boy can you get it up
Come here rude boy is you big enough
Take it take it, baby baby, take it take it, love me love me"


or

"Honey got a booty like pow, pow, pow
Honey got some boobies like wow, oh wow
Girl you know I’m loving your, loving your style
Check, check, check, check, check, checking you out like"


altho i have to admit there ARE  amazing songs out there with great lyrics.
like taylor swift,jordin sparks,the script,plain white ts,secondhand serenade...etc.
but they arent cheesy anymore.
remember backstreet boys, westlife, code red,911?
oh the glory years of boybands and embarassing lyrics.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010
...

yes.

id only wish you'd knew.

Friday, September 03, 2010
argh!

juz bcoz i look ok doesnt mean everything is fine and dandy.
i know everyone has their problems.
so do i.
i juz wished you'd know.
what im going through.

i juz wished you'd know
i have my problems too.

i juz wished you'd know
i do have suicidal thoughts.


and even if you'd know,
i dun expect any help.

coz what im gg thru,
is the consequences of a careless person.

a person who doesnt think long term.
who only listens to his own reasons.

i've been long scarred by stupid careless
mistakes and decisions tt are not mine.

why do i have to pay for you?
why do i have to suffer bcoz of you?

i really have no mood for raya.
at all.
nothing can ever change my mind.
nothing.

to them, im juz like you.
if only they knew.