"before darkness emerged
you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
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Lorelai: It was a mistake. Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!? Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake".

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Longing for an eternal union

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chinese(NO.1)
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taiwanese(!! lol)
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myanmar
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Sunday, September 30, 2007
bored-eh

sth to keep myself busy haha...
funny quizes...

Your Taste in Music:

90's Hip Hop: High Influence
90's R&B: High Influence
90's Rock: High Influence
Adult Alternative: High Influence
Hip Hop: High Influence
How's Your Taste in Music?


well, i do have an eclectic taste.. so thats a no brainer....

You Are 24 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?


i'm actually acting older than my age!! aahhh.... haha... but yeah... i am excited abt wats to come....

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!
What Kind of Girl Are You?


intimidating?! disgusting is more like!! :P
but nah... vincent would prolly scold me if i say dat...that charmer....

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.
What Do People Think Of Your Face?


oh gosh!! almost true... xcept the first glance i wouldnt know la... muz ask friends to confirm... but haha... oh well...

You Have Low Self Esteem 44% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues.
It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!
How is Your Self Esteem?


thank you to whoever that made this haha....

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Makeda Fidelia Huddle
What Very Uncommon Name Should You Have?


it actually sounds like a sentence of an another language...

Your Birth Month is January

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.
Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.

Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona

Your gemstone: Garnet

Your flower: Snowdrop

Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?


well, they gt the colours right...

You Are 48% Emo

You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.
Are You Emo?


speechless...

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes
Which of the X-Men Are You?


yay!!! i've always been a big fan of him!!!

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Hips Don't Lie by Shakira

"I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection"
What's Your 2006 Summer Anthem?


oh gosh.... i can get so much crap for this... haha

Your Vocabulary Score: B

You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying.
Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!
How's Your Vocabulary?


Your Political Profile:

Overall: 35% Conservative, 65% Liberal

Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


Your Love Song Is

Your Body Is a Wonderland by John Mayer

"One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue"

Why go out... when so much fun can be had indoors?
What Love Song Are You?


dotzzz.....i wonder what vincent has to say...haha

You Are a Moderate Mama

You're not overly political, and your views fall more with the American mainstream.
In fact, it may be difficult for you to decide who to vote for at times!
Your approach to politics is reasoned and well though out.
Are You a Liberal Lady or a Conservative Chick?


i wouldnt know.... :P

thats all for today folks....

Thursday, September 13, 2007
remember the name

marie' digby...remember her name y'all
she's gonna be super huge one day!!! yeah!
some of my fav songs from her... totally originals...

stupid for you



unfold



fool




better off alone/mistaken



now enjoy peeps... coz i certainly did!!!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007
mini kelantan

this was the situation on our way home from the mini kelantan... it was super scary coz we tot it was gonna flood but thankfully, it didnt...




and this is Aishah Nur Shasha Billah
fresh tears...



cry baby



yo homie!!



i hear ice cream!!



why'dya hafta make me look like a chinese baby ghost!?!