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Thursday, August 30, 2007
raining colours



i tot i had a gud view... turns out this guy had better view... i dunno the owner i juz saw this on youtube... but man... to actually be there... to witness the beautiful colours sparkling our city sky was ineffable!it felt close to heaven... they say gud things in life are free... most of them, anyway... so true....i def. will go again next year and the next!!! this time, i will be more prepared! haha...
anyway those who didnt see and wanted to... better dun miss it next yr.. it is sooooo worth ur time...

Monday, August 27, 2007
a few days down



It's a take-out weekend
It's a fake-out smile and pretend
If nobody sees you cry
You can say it was raining outside

[CHORUS]
And all that you want
Is a few days down
All that you need
A little time to drown
It's to be expected
With all the weight you carry 'round
All that you want is
A Few Days Down

It's a short vacation
To a foreign nation
Oh, nothing familiar here
Just you and your lonesome heart complaining

[CHORUS]

I'm looking out
Ten stories high
And like a blanket lifted
The quiet night
The city finally waking up
To the morning light

-oh yeah.. all i nid is a few days down... i've been the cock-up queen lately...doind all the wrong things... aah... i nid days to recuperate...recharge my very flat battery...i wonder how it feels like to be catatonic as i pleases... haha



You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the musics fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance,go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he take you home,you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

i dun usually dance w/ guys... except with dear of course... but such a romantic song i think...

this year's dinner and dance will take place in --guess where? our very own island getaway...sentosa! yes! it will be a first ever beach party for seagate-for me too!! and sigh... cant wait to go shopping for the attire hehe! a lot are planning to wear those wrap-around halter types.... but i'm gunning for a short chiffon ethnic kaftan... sth like tunic but dress type...ahhh.... i cant wait!!it will be on a wed nite... so... i let u guess where we're gonna head after the dinner....hee haa... p/s : so many to choose from all in one building! waahhh...clubbing heaven hehe..

Thursday, August 23, 2007
pimp that snack, y'all!!!

pimp that snack, y'all!!!

trust my mom to stumble upon these funny things...
they seem so bloody cute!! u shud see fer urself!!!

www.pimpthatsnack.com

(prolly inspired by the famous mtv show called pimp my ride... whereby crazy genious
gangstas makeover a crappy car into something close to vavavooommmm)

here's a few links if u lazy to see much...

my fav of them all...the giant sized snickers!!!!

this one looks gud too.... i want some of those

snack 1

snack 2
snack 3

and browsing through youtube... i saw this cool video with a very cool song... and i tot... hey!! that looks like michelle branch... turns out it really is her...lol..
didnt know she was a wreckers....leave the pieces in case u're hooked too :D



and yes... its a country song.. cool huh, haha... oh hell... i'll give u another one



teardrops on my guitar... by taylor swift... i think i wrote a poem close to this when i had a crush on this guy back in sec sch.. haha sooo funny... but really tho... nice songs... :D

Saturday, August 18, 2007
Genting Trip

my very own genting trip...

partners in crimes...

wenny, yen san and the oh-so-pregnant wai fong...
tee hee... had to incld that oh -so thingy coz she was almost
six mth preggies and when ppl heard she's going genting
they were like "what??!!!!" lol!!!

upon reaching KL, we went to this chinese herbal drink shop...
wai fong said this place was famous fer its jelly.
the jelly was bitter and u'd hafta eat it with honey
and my, does it taste nice!!! we felt cheated tho coz the supposed honey
was actually just sugared water... ~sigh...i didnt mind... it still taste nice..





waking up to this view... ~sigh... bliss...



@ the hotel lobby... wah... 1st time i booked a hotel sia...




first ride of the dae... swingers baby!














mushrooms and umbrellas....whats the diff??!they're both gud!



energizers.... ggguuuuuudddd........



magical forest... wwooo





mirror mirror u disappoint me...i tot i was the fairest of them all...



taming of the golden lion....



a trip to the dinosaur land...let go back... way back in time....





ok... lets see who has the sharper teeth... hmm...






me n wenny on the bridge...



hey there fishy fishy






on a hot pink background...



wenny and me on the indoors ferris wheel




the ferris wheel



the liberty to be mad....haha



if only my windows have views like dis...wow..wee



me on a flowery float



i was lucky enough to be one of the audience of this malaysia's cultural dance performance... i managed to recognise some of the styles....(sarawak and zapin)...tee hee... it was overall nice!






imagine.. we were among the clouds... yeah... lol...it wasnt haze... just the gud old clouds... wishing us farewell... lol....




a trip to the times sq in KL before heading home. had lunch @ shabu shabu...sorta like steamboat stuff...




i realised after uploading these that i didnt haf much of wai fong's pix... tee hee
thats juz cos we split up most of the times. us 3 gers tearing up the outdoors and indoors fun rides as she sat out in the casino trying her luck....it was gud... she won a lot actually!!!it was the 1st time i ever went to a casino too... and well...it was like what most tvs potrayed them to be... its so smoky stuffy with lots of ah peks and ah bengs and aunties chain smoking and gambling....~sigh... a bit disappointed haha!!but then again... i wasnt dressed nice either! hah!!

Saturday, August 04, 2007
national day

its 1830pm on a beautiful saturday
4th of aug evening...
and i kept myself busy by running back and forth
from my com to my window...
hoping to catch a glimpse of the
flying jets that was performing for the national day parade
every time the roaring of the jets drew near
my heart would thump so fast...
and i would run to look out
haha... wat the hell is wrong with me??
acting worse than a child... :P
there it goes again....
aahhh... i wont be here for the national day
coz i'll be @ genting... kinda regret now...
for booking that hotel... all because i remembered
i had the anna sui small tube of shower gel
and had wanted to use it... :P
i tot itd be gud use for travelling and then hey!
lets go sumwhere... :P
there's seriously sth wrong with me....
i wanna go to the parade!.... haizzz
i wanna see the jets! the fireworks!the performances!
~sigh...
how stupid of me...

Friday, August 03, 2007
loved




i bought these cuppies for my colleagues @ cell 5 (seagate 2 level 1)sputter gers to show them my super upmost appreciation for all the fun times we had during my very long stay in there...i feel so loved...somtimes i miss them a lot... enough to get me teary coz of the special bond we had.working in the environment whereby the spirit of teamwork was really felt made the work seems so easy....this was the one place i will never forget...(2 yrs plus in here sia... how 2 forget??)~sigh...

a new chapter for me has been written... i wonder wats in store for me in cell 6 (seagate level 2)new colleagues has been introduced into my life.... i hope my transition to another cell is going smoothly...my now colleagues are great too... they taught me a lot...being new to the cell 6...u know la.. sumtimes i so blur blur... ~sigh...but they were patient yeah...so i'm grateful for dat... furthermore... some of my colleagues in cell 5 had already told their friends from cell 6 to take care of me (!!) hehe... so lucky never kenna bully sia... infact... they were super nice... my reputation had been well established in cell 6 even before i got there lol... so i'm lucky yet again...tee hee....