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Thursday, February 04, 2016
Of Facebook statuses and diaries


Boyfie posted this and said "this is so true". But i beg to differ.
Back when i had diaries, it wasnt just about feelings.
There were detailed stories, recollections...names were mentioned.
Nasty words thrown here and there.

He said "you havent seen my wall".
I said "you havent seen my diaries" lol...

Online entries are more passive aggressive.
Not everything is jotted down.
You wouldnt usually say you hate so and so.
It'd be more like "I HATE it when ppl...If only SHE...SOME people can be..."
I would think that it is MEANT for friends n family to read.
To garner some sort of support.
People dont post, not expecting some kind of reaction (a reply, a comment, a pm).
Sometimes, it does feel nice having someone or some people acknowledge your sentiments.

But diaries on the other hand...
Is so much more personal to me.
It brings out my nasty side (haha~)
A place where i vent unreservedly.

Anyway, this was past.
Ive stopped keeping diaries.
Now, when i look at my old blog posts,
i missed sharing good memories,
uploading unforgettable moments.
penning down my thoughts and opinions.

I have to start on this again.