.b.r.o.k.e.n.

"before darkness emerged
you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
-confusedain '99

Lorelai: It was a mistake. Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!? Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake". Longing for an eternal union
+ firstly to find myself
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+ Santorini, Greece
+ ~~The Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel~~
+ ~~experience snow~~
+ Work Overseas
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+ a tv set in my bedroom
+ ~~a lomo~~
+ ~~donate blood at least once in a lifetime~~
+ ~~be a volunteer~~
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taiwanese(!! lol)
phillippino
thai
myanmar
cambodian
vietnamese
indonesian(specifically, indo maid!)
malaysian
nepalese
China Chinese (NO!!!...)
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Monday, February 13, 2006 my prized posession

After much anticipation, i've finally got my hands on my EOS 350D...aahhh! i cant wait to get started!i've went through hell of confusions, doubts,financial difficulties,depressions,breakdowns and crazy works just to get this digital rebel and i'm telling you i'm seriously gonna take care of this like its my baby...
everyone asked me why i depend on this thing so much...why buy such expensive cam...i cant help it.its my only hobby.one of the only reason why i go out of my room at all.my only connection to the world. my family despised me coz i spend on an extravagant thing. they say my cam is useless.... it doesnt put food on the table...doesnt pay the bills... they much rather i give the money to them to spend on.~sigh
i'm not like those photographers who have rich family, great careers,big house. i started taking pix with those normal compact cam at 15.that was when i got interested on photography. but it is only at 17 that i bought my first digicam canon ixus v2 with my first salary. i have to work hard for every cam i wishes to buy. and spend abt $70+ for every photo sessions with friends and u have absolutely no idea have many sessions i have every month or even week!~sigh...
hopefully with this new obsession, i will be able to explore more with the art of photography... yay!!!
~ wish me luck...
p/s: pix of me with shaz (whom have helped me alot with my photography... :D)

current music: my doorbells -the white stripes
current mood: terribly excited

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 6:35 AM