i just wanna say a big thanks to all those who did or did not wish me happy birthdae.
thanks for all the gifts. :D

and i've come to the point where i can look back now at the things i've already accomplished or the things yet to be done... and being a late bloomer and procrastinator that i am... pride has conquered me (on this particular part only)
. i've completed most of the wishes i made last yr and thank god for making all of it possible.

my peak was the treating of my whole family (almost 35+ ppl had attended) to a large sumptuous dinner at the chua chu kang park restaurant. it was a big dent in my account but well worth it. the laughter and joy that it brought my family that night mirrors the kind of childhood i had with them. they took care of me. that was important and this was my way of returning their kindness... altho small it may be, i wish to return more. do more of these family gathering at my expense (if i could afford it of course).i cant cook for my family (not just yet!!!) but maybe a lil financial help from my part works...

and i cant care less abt being thin anymore. this is me. gotta accept it. no matter how thin i'll get i will still be ugly. ugliness stays coz u cant change ur face structure.so this is me... trying (very hard) to accept my ugliness...

i am resolved to get grades 'a' for this semester's modules too. i shall try try try.
and a lot of holiday plannings are in the works... in m'sia, batam (a lil cheating here coz both cases, i'll be staying with relatives... heh heh...) and even possibly some small states of m'sia. a lil backpaking trip of our family's own perhaps???
and forever shall i look forward to be holidaying with vincent. my numero uno true goal. oh well...

i cant fight this introvertedness of me but somehow one day i shall be crazy again... (like those ew days...~sigh... great memories there...)