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Saturday, March 31, 2007
oh baby baby




i was rummaging thru my old soft copies of photos and guess what i've unearthed!...and old(haha!) pic of me in my former hairstyle.a mild version of dreadlocks, no kidding...and with a 'hypnotica themed' contact lenses, no less...(its just the swirling design in the contacts... pretty cool, i'd confessed. haha)
too bad i didnt take lots of pix when i was donning that hairstyle.. i was so proud of it :P (tho, i doubt there would be a second time).






thats my cute lil cousin u're looking @. born aishah nur shasha billah(a bit of a tongue twister there... even for me :P), she was abt a few weeks old when this was taken.. adorable rite? baby girl...looks so fragile, this little human...

Thursday, March 22, 2007
jgn terjun!!!

jangan terjun!!(do not dive/no diving)
a common sign found in the air terjun (waterfall)
ahahaha.... sry... sth abit this is so funny :P
ok here are the pix....

anita... we had our breakfast @ marry brown... i'm such a sucker for restaurants with swings for seats...lol....upon meeting winnie(who was to drive us up to kota tinggi), we made our way to macD to eat (again!...ME LA... :p). along the journey we listened to hindustani music... funny sia... we were like, dancing... shaking like madcaps...excited abt the waterfall...after the swim, we had our dinner @ a indian shop... the prata looks so delicious( and taste like it too, as certified by my friend)i ate mee goreng tho.. ok la... not bad, haha... :P nice trip, this is.... hopefully for li qing too.. coz she's a china-rian, a chinese nationality...and this was her first trip to malaysia....not trying to sound demeaning here but like she said, s'pore is so much different from m'sia... from cleaniness to housing estates... shops, currency... everything.s'pore's so lucky.... we're so spoilt.... :P


winnie... the beauty contestant from malaysia....


by the stairs....


the much anticipated dive despite the warnings... haha


with buoy


oh sexy laydie.....winnie



yen san after the buoy capsized....look like juon leh... :P



dun b fooled by me, li qing or anita... just look @ yen san.... we're miles away from being drowned... :P



the funny of it all...... the water level... and the insistance of the usage of the buoy...~sigh.....


me, li qing, yen san, anita


on the buoy


anita and yen san...on the slide



me and winnie on the slide!!it was major fun man! thats probably bcoz the end of the pool was just stomach level. hehe... less chance of drowning, i tell u!


the waterfall on its own... notice da guy... erm...meditating on the bottom of the waterfall... it was nice... the place he sat.. but he was sitting there so we couldnt get to take the pix there... but i tell you... the feeling.. wooh!after sitting there for quite sometime, he and his freinds left!! can u imagine? he went to kota tinggi to meditate! lol... quite young and handsome too... haha...he shud be abt my age i think... hmm... :P


by the beautiful waterfall...


mi n yen san doing our pose.... pls kindly ignore the overexposed flesh.. haha



pushing our friends to the limit... hehe



the water fall

hanging out on the buoy



liqing hugging a baby.. haha



liqing with anita... cold from da swimming


the gud bye scene...taken in front of the toilet... how unglamorous.. haha


in the bus causeway link... on the way to jaybee....

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
you're my cuppie cake



look at those gorgeous cup cakes... they're edible! lol...talk abt feast ur eyes off!! this was taken from my mom's order for my bro's bday... they oni costs sgd1.50 each... affordable for cute little things... ahh... to view more, go to www.pannacotta.multiply.com .my mom order from her all these cakes and no, she doesnt own a shop... she just loves baking and cooking and my mom's one of her fan....lucky of my mom to chanced (!!)upon her webbie...an avid photographer too... i cant help but being proud of her innovative marketing scheme...lol... :P erm... right... me talking crap again... but seriously, pls check up on her, her cakes are really beautiful they taste just as gud! no kidding....
look at the pix! arent they convincing enuf? lol.... ok, peeps...
an early nite for me 2dae...
tomorrow.... i'm gg kota tinggi! yay!!... its a waterfall @ johore! cant wait.... followed by club hopping with shaz @ nite.... woah.... i cant contain my excitement oredy tah tazz.....take care....

Thursday, March 08, 2007
quizzy

taken from shaz's bloggie... her's kinda cute... not as bland as mine...lol....1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?
vincent

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
kitten
3. What interaction do you have with this animal?
played with it for a while... hahaha

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it.
a cosy cottage. like those in fairytales. rounded shaped with cone-ish roof. with path walk full of flowers... but its a big cottage tho... haha

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
no.... surounded by fruit trees...flowers... grasses...

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
turkey(yay!) pot of honey(it shud be maple!!).loaf of bread.those tea sets(with pots and cups).a vase of flower.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
Wooden mug.

8. What do you do with the cup?
check for water or insects or anything odd abt it...then i'd put it back... hahah

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. what kind of body of water is it?
a lake

10. How will you cross the water?
a boat.. a really cute boat big enuf for two person, small enuf to be handled by one person.



1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

Monday, March 05, 2007
twist and shout baybeh




twist and shout by the beatles.... a song i chanced upon(actually not really, hahah... yilin send me a link abt an amazing six yr old guitarist...) when watching the below clip



p/s: note his expression when ellen presented him with a brand new guitar... hahah so adorable....