.b.r.o.k.e.n.

"before darkness emerged
you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
-confusedain '99

Lorelai: It was a mistake. Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!? Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake". Longing for an eternal union
+ firstly to find myself
+ 10 days trip to Europe, esp Spain
+ Santorini, Greece
+ ~~The Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel~~
+ ~~experience snow~~
+ Work Overseas
+ A very healthy body...and mind
+ a tv set in my bedroom
+ ~~a lomo~~
+ ~~donate blood at least once in a lifetime~~
+ ~~be a volunteer~~
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japanese
taiwanese(!! lol)
phillippino
thai
myanmar
cambodian
vietnamese
indonesian(specifically, indo maid!)
malaysian
nepalese
China Chinese (NO!!!...)
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i died everyday
Of Facebook statuses and diaries
I wish i have enough courage to just jump and die
Gone for too long
Change
Broken
The Mind
Resolution
old saying
Happie Halloween

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007 she wants it...

i want to be a photographer
i want to publish my poetry
i want curls with white streaks
i want to know how to dance
i want to know how to sing
how to be pretty
i want to be thin...flat tummy
i wanna be gud @ something
rather than being just what i am now
a dreamer... drifter...hopeless
spitting words like i know them all
when i fact i noe nuts...
i want

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 9:45 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007 cocroaches

cocroaches...
i've been dreaming abt them lately...
and today's episode was no better than the rest...
flying cocroaches...
what could beat that?
esp if they're charging at you...(note esp)
as if they haf some kinda hidden agenda against you....
funny thing was, i had the sheltox handy in my hands everytime
they do a stunt like that on me.
and mind you, i seem to have better aim in dreamland...
do you know how hard it is to aim at a charging cocroach
esp when they're flying haphazardly?
urgh... i was scared shit....and utterly disgusted...
spraying gas at cocroaches should be the new game craze.
you know... anything domestic's fine too....
teaches us to be prepared if the situation ever arises....
flying cocroaches...
domestic games...
i'm getting stupid... i know.... :P

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 4:59 PM