"before darkness emerged you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
-confusedain '99
+ Dissect +
Lorelai: It was a mistake.
Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!?
Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake".
+ Me +
Longing for an eternal union
+ Desires +
+ firstly to find myself
+ 10 days trip to Europe, esp Spain
+ Santorini, Greece
+ The Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel
+ experience snow
+ Work Overseas
+ A very healthy body...and mind
+ a tv set in my bedroom
+ a lomo
+ donate blood at least once in a lifetime
+ be a volunteer
+ Things I've been said i look like +
chinese(NO.1)
japanese
taiwanese(!! lol)
phillippino
thai
myanmar
cambodian
vietnamese
indonesian(specifically, indo maid!)
malaysian
nepalese
China Chinese (NO!!!...)
these pictures were ages ago...on my bdae, to be exact, haha!i was werking on that special dae..(yeah i noe... it sucks!) dear was super sweet in bringing me the cake, happy meal and a bouquet of flowers. he presented it to me on my break.. hehe!i had to go out of my company to the nearest void deck and sat on one of the empty seats... we ate contentedly (if there's such a word!).despite the given 1 hour break, i think it was well worth every second.
he didnt buy me any presents (i dun expect anything but his love) much to almost everyone's (!!... coz i wasnt) disappointment. but he did gave me a hp much later.it was LG cheap basic phone with no cam or video. just a FM radio.it was enough fer me. its the thoughts that counts remember...altho i did lamented to him that i had wanted a cam function too.oh well...
this trailer rocks!
i am soo anticipating this movie. cant wait for it to be released in singapore... the song 'low' by t-pain is really driving me crazy...i've been getting strange stares from my colleagues for prancig around like an idiot...
and here's another take to the song low by t-pain.... danced by the teletubbies! i tot it was cute! haha!i mite try some of the moves myself, if they ever play this in the clubs... aha!
and lastly...
this is a video of a jap guy trying to pronounce some of the english words. its a game. a group of people were made to watch the video and not laugh. coz if they do, they'd be spanked on the butt, no less!it was amusing to me, but i realised people with bad english would not find this funny at all... :(
the one song that has be on a repeat in my ipod is bleeding love by leona lewis. its her voice and those words 'but i dun care what they say...i'm in love with you' that really pulled me to an abyss of melancholy.i am not heartbroken being with vincent.if anything, he made me feel like i haf a reason to be alive.its the people sourrounding me (esp those old "wise" ones) that keeps on pushing me to break up with him (and that sentence would usually inc words like 'no future', 'chinese' and 'islamic laws'...plus other depressing words i shall not get in to) the funny thing is my family has absolutely no prob with that (most prolly coz they know i wont convert or anything) its those others.nonetheless, i'm enjoying my life.with him.and they wont bring me down...
coz, i dun care what they say... i'm in love with you