"before darkness emerged you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
-confusedain '99
+ Dissect +
Lorelai: It was a mistake.
Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!?
Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake".
+ Me +
Longing for an eternal union
+ Desires +
+ firstly to find myself
+ 10 days trip to Europe, esp Spain
+ Santorini, Greece
+ The Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel
+ experience snow
+ Work Overseas
+ A very healthy body...and mind
+ a tv set in my bedroom
+ a lomo
+ donate blood at least once in a lifetime
+ be a volunteer
+ Things I've been said i look like +
chinese(NO.1)
japanese
taiwanese(!! lol)
phillippino
thai
myanmar
cambodian
vietnamese
indonesian(specifically, indo maid!)
malaysian
nepalese
China Chinese (NO!!!...)
one would wonder what i did when i haf 6 days off (5 days mc plus 1 off dae)
one would think i'd slept all day... they would be half right... or maybe not quite right... i cant believe so many days off and i hafta be insomniac in these crucial rest days... and no one to enjoy my holidays with... so sad... wasted mcs...
i juz had dental surgery on monday.... it was my second last teeth... last being my wisdom tooth the top was already half gone... imagine ying yang symbol, black being the gone part of tooth... it was decaying... and it was slightly hurting when it finally swayed/loosened
i still have nightmares (ooo... so i noe why i cant slp) i remembered how he drilled, used blades (2, in fact, all fresh from what i heard with the plastic wrappings opened) and literally digged my tooth out. when i saw it, i was like, omg!! imagine an iceberg... yeah i didnt know the root can be sooo bloody long... and i remembered how he said abt my root being too deep in the gums.... shudderss!!!
lucky both my wisdom teeth arent giving me any problems... i cant imagine having to endure another of this... it wasnt like those sharp pain... it was more like throbbing and i have yet to feel the pain that will drive me to tears (thank god, no) juz the experience was scary...
i wish i have pictures to decorate this entry but .... no outing = no pictures...
i am sooo loving sleeq coz their beats is awesome.... ubercatchy and extremely clubbing-friendly!!! imma get their album next month, no kidding... proud to say they're from sg.... listen to catch my drift....
the other day i went out with vincent and his cute little cousin who was juz starting to blabber haha... forgot her real name but he likes to call her "pern pern" (chinese for silly, direct translation of stupid stupid... hahah!) but she's super cute and really like an angel... the only child i know that doesnt gives trouble when told to do things... never once had she even tried to throw tantrums... no signs of crying either... i wish my child would be as cute and obedient as her... i hope i get to video her coz juz seeing her, remembering her now brings a smile to my face... she'd make all these cute faces, shy faces... extremely generous with her smiles and laughter.. aahh... too cute, i tell you...and she's friendly too.. czo she wasnt afraid of me at first sight... she juz came to me and sat on my lap... haha... wat a wonderful greeting, aint it??
5th march bbq pictures... all my crappy photos from the bbq... i didnt really haf much mood coz 1-i reached late, 2-i didnt know a lot of them.. feel so out of place somehow... no one to click with... ~sigh... sianzzzz lol....they're all my colleagues.... acquaintances.... soo soo there there but not really close lol... wat a sad story... but it was ok la... some things did make it up somehow....
kak icha's engagement + robin's wedding... joyous occasion both of them... i'll be uploading the bbq pix soon... once i've compiled from everyone... hehe
