I HATE GAMBLERS!!!

esp those shits that banks on other's misfortune.

yeah, those uncles and young asses that stops at the accident car to catch the car plate no. so they can bet on 4D.
i tell u what u bloody people, i HOPE u get to cash in BIG sum of it, and then, when u got rich, ur children will spend it all up. they will fight among each other for the biggest share. and once the cash stop flowing, ur pretty daughters would have to sell themselves to keep up to their old lifestyle.they'd would carry gucci bags in the morning, chiko peks in the nights.hell, ur sons?? they sooo rich what?? so of course like typical dastards they are (like father like son ma, rite??) they'd spend their cash on booze and philandering.what a wonderful rich life u'll get, yeah.

i pity the whole of ur ancestry...

i am sooooooooooooo pissed rite now. when vincent told me everyone was talking abt his late uncle. asking questions(number related) so they can buy 4D. insensitive shits arent they?? my bf JUZ mourned over his death (its only been 6 days). and this??!! my bf wasnt angry...(God bless his super gud soul) but he kinda tweaked the numbers abit, eg, time of death, instead of 0221hrs, he told them 0314hrs (times have been changed, juz an example). hah!!! and again, i'd say hah!!!
i bet vincent would be amused reading this, but i dun care, i hate it means i hate it, u dun haf to be angry, but i can and i will, and i will curse all those insensitive dastards for all i care!!!. i dun curse a lot, so this means a lot to me.

everytime i think abt his plight i would cry, he wouldnt know, coz i didnt say it. if he dun even want to cry in front of me, why should i??if he can be strong, why cant i?

when i consulted my friend abt it, i would cry. when i think abt him and what happened i would cry. i juz wish there was sth i could. sth that could change the current state of everything.the whole thing is so sudden and final it would take a long time to adjust.maybe he think i wasnt affected (i wouldnt know, i didnt tell him either...i cant show it to him). but i am. to listen to his life, past and present, i'm too scared to wonder abt the future, but future is what he haf to think abt.

pern pern(2 and a half yrs now) is fatherless. her mom hasnt werk for years.
and all they can think abt is 4D?? arghhhh!!!! really... why do such people STILL exist?? why are THEY still alive??

again.... it amkes me wonder abt life.....