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Friday, June 27, 2008
start all over

i.am.in.nid.of.a.new.life.
period.

i wan a new job.
go back to sch.
save up.
travel.
i wan achievements.
sth i can remember and brag abt.

i wan change.

in other words, a new life...




inspiring video...

Monday, June 16, 2008
old photos and new....

pictures i keep forgetting or simply lazy to upload haha..... more than one mth worth of pictures from other events... enjoy... or dont!

pix from celebrating ifah's bday @ seoul garden... i think the neoprints picture of us was more nicer and more fun!!... but this'll do too...













pictures i took when we were in batam...

i miss A&W!!! i love their curly fries and waffles...and root beer floats!!



my cousin kak jaja and my auntie(shasha's mom)eatting the crepes... it costs only ard SGD0.60cents!!! cheap or wattt????




teh botol = bottled tea


it was supposedly a play of the letters BBQ!! and they HAD to come up with bebaqaran... wahahh!!!







this was way back in may...celebrating yensan's bday... attendees:mi,waifong,liqing,yensan n anran...we went to secret recipe to have dessert... we actually ordered 8 different cakes!!like buffet dessert.. haha!!but its all in gud fun!!too bad we cant take the pictures... it would have been awesome.









first pix is shasha and her bro at the background... so cute rite w/ her fake curls and all... haha... so adorable...





by the corner of my room, rite there at the window frame, behold a mean looking wasp nest....gasppp!!!! i was so shocked sia, i keep staring at it to see if it'll attack me... i called out my dad to help me clear it, apparently it was a home to 2 wasps!! my, i've just ruined these honeymooners... at least i was in tyme before they make cute baby wasps... by then i'd prolly have to call the pest controller!!lucky me, unlucky them.



these are the engagement pictures of my stepgrandad's granddaughter...oh... that makes us stepcousins!!! of course!! haha... wat a dork...
lets gaze at it...beyond the blurriness, these are actually gud pictures!! hhaha!!who am i kidding?? when i saw another of my stepcousin suddenly whip out his ultrapower digital SLR(and looking extremely professional)i look at my pathetic looking cam and wince...hence my blurriness... i was simply nervous, not to mention my mom and grandmom and aunties going "take picture lah! take picture!!! ain gt bring cam!!! come come!!! wahhh the hantaran so nice!! ain take all the pictures la!! take the hantarans all one by one!! have u taken?? eh... this cage sooo nice!!!"
in other words, i was absolutely embarassed la....so i oni took 4 measly photos to entertain them... now i dunno wat to ans if they gonna ask me for the pix!! haha... i'm in so much trouble i tell u! but she's seriously pretty... and i love her baju.






Friday, June 13, 2008
a fine frenzzyyyyyyyyyy

a fine frenzy-almost lover...

my current song....
nt dedicated to vincent la... i juz like the lyrics and rhythm...
it could be a crying song.... tho i cant relate ot it... hehe


A Fine Frenzy Lyrics

Monday, June 02, 2008
dedication...

oh, and sth i forgot to mention....

EVERY single word of breathless by shayne ward
is dedicated to vincent tiong wei zheng

EVERY SINGLE WORD
(yes, even if there's a word girl in it... hehe!!! just kiddin)