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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
with tough times comes great friends

26th january.... picnic by the beach!!! with my relatives on dad's side. i actually tumpang their bday celebration, including me, there are abt 6 of us! janny babies rocks!

2 cakes, white choccies and choccies
nas first to clebrate his bday
then me!!!! jan 12, remember!!!


omg, my chubbiness is surfacing liao



anuar jan 21,with his korean styed hair.. hehe! i think, khairul wasnt around coz of werk commitments, but his is jan 20, if im not wrong.



murni, jan 22 baby....



fadhilah, jan 29th baby!



cuzzies, what happened to my eyes??!!







cik ina's(the one in red) family... she look soo youthful rite?? dun look like a mother sia... :P ... wonder wats her secret!and her children so super lucky followed their mother's looks :D
nov babies.
my dad giving ang pows to the bday babies, much to their erm.... maluness.. aha
cik lukman's family.. missing khairul...

the karaoke session with audrey rina me and wani!!!


me and my new dearie, audrey! cute rite, both of us!! wahahah...


me and long time dearie, rina.... behold our crazziiieeee antics...

awwww... so swwweeettt.. shoving food into my dearie's mouth.. wahahha... evil, i am

back to back, heart to heart.. haha... reminds me of that ghost story bindi ever told us during the sec sch days...

models



me super acting cute.... cannot make it laaa i know!
i so garang trying to strangle rina and all rina does is smile??!!!!! huh????? im a failure! im a failureeeee!!!... learn from rina, when faced with monsters, smile, leaving the monsters confused and dejected... MONSTERS =FAILURE!!! (wah... crapping liao)

Sunday, January 18, 2009
happy bday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Prawn Fishing on new year's eve....

what a great way to start the year with, my dear and my dear friend....




looong pincers
mi n dear dear
chipmunk nose with my 1st caught prawn of the nite

large one was caught by audrey.... awesomeness




our total loot


audrey's prizzzze
my prizzzzeeeee
kai jie... dear's friend
this was somewat a bday celebration for me 2 days before the actual day... soo many rite... we caught 13! fun!


audrey
kaijie
delicious prawns
happy people





my birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. first of all, this yr is quite memorable coz i've got super great colleagues singing loudly the bday song to me... twice,no less!.... very excited la... i love my colleagues caaannn.we had lunch at sarpino pizza, sponsored by an anonymous colleagues. wat a great way to start off the celebration.

this was a gift from my sweet dear. muacks muacks!!!!


gifts from my colleagues... precious anna sui dolly girl perfume!!! and a card full of sweet wishes




garlic cheese fries from the mad jack. one of my fav, definitely one of the best garlic bread around!!!best to eat it while its hot!


sharifah and rina... so pweeety!... i love u gals! my besties!


blue mountain, self proclaimed tallest burger in town.


cheesy mix fries...


me with the gift from my besties.... guess guessss.....

errr.... yeah, its a guess bag, hehe!!! im asking u to guess wat it is! heeeee... i lurrve the bag, it looks so beautiful!!!



my bday CUPcake!! hearts all around. lovely!
cute rite?? sth unique.... sth like me! wahhaa so shameless
dun wanna let rina take my picture of happiness.. hehe





the charmed onesssss. my bounded to the colour green... :P




mad jack's menu



the dessert session at bugis's TCC.

the devils' cake or sth like dat





the ice water was served in a very small cute cup! and the taste is sooo damn refreshing






chandeliers


rina w her orange ice cream










gift from aisha... the twilight bk. sth that i've actually wanted to get hold of, but amazingly, right now, is within my grasp. finally, i can see whats the hype!


the guess bag given by my besties, look cool rite!