time out : 616am (yes, i remembered. crystal clear.)

reached bus stop: 624am (on the way, saw that i missed the bus)

never mind.

waited for the bus.

bus reached : 635++am (vaguely remember)

2 bus came but one was superbly full, the other one i was blocked, so cannot reach, the bus bye bye liao.


angry.


waited .

finally called my dad to send me to marsiling mrt.
he was on the elevator to the 1st floor.


i waited for him at the traffic light...

saw 2 almost empty bus coming.

in fury oredy.


see time : 647am


called and asked my dad what took him so long.
said my sis slow.


nvm.


board the train: 655am.


all the while with my lappie and my notes and my txtbooks in my bag.
never gt the chance to sit. at all.

the reason i left my hm earlier than usual was to board the train with less ppl,with the crazy hope that i can get seats.

nvm.



lunch time, i wanna do my essay.
excited.

once on, cannot use mouse. touch pad disabled, mouse didnt bring.
great.

fumbled with it.... gave up. bro say i stupid im a fucking tech idiot can?? juz like im a direction idiot right?? what else?
audrey says the touch pad maybe spoil coz long time nvr use it.its impossible, that lappie is only less than 2 mths old and i was actually angry with that sentence.


trivial stuffs makes me angry.really angry.


i know my wrath can be quite unbearable.
im sorry for being a disappointment.
im sorry.