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you spoke to me
love
of love
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then
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by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
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Saturday, March 21, 2009 tempt

a broken glass
cuts
blood

i was tempted

dear God,

pls help me...

for i cant help myself

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 11:15 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009 halo

--beyonce -halo--

Remember those walls I build?
Well, baby they are tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
it's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
you're everything I need and more
it's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
you're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
it's the risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh, ooooh.....

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
you're everything I need and more
it's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh oooh.......
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh oooh.......

~*Tiong Wei Zheng*~

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 4:43 PM

Thursday, March 05, 2009

YOU are hurt.

so am i really made of steel?

i can see it from your face.

but can you see mine????

maybe i shudnt have been so sensitive.
maybe i shudnt have emotions
a puppet i shud haf been
a clown with only happy face.
ears tt can only hear but nvr listen.

yes, so then i wont get hurt.
i wont.

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 11:37 PM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009 day

i felt terrible
humour me, weather
i kept my silence
dont let me hurt you
so selfish, i am
my solitary
i need. im desperate.

i reached my cage.
i smiled.
she threw me off
i sighed
apologised
she asked me how
i blew.
i spoke,
i regret.
voice breaks
emotions were stirred.
im sorry,
you fought
no, you quarrelled
its me,
my fault,im sorry.
i cry
alone.
leave me.
alone.
please.
i regret
i spoke.

i read
you speak
you; scared
im worried
my place is threatened
is it just me?
shoud it be?
my day
so heavy.
-sigh

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 10:07 PM