"before darkness emerged you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
-confusedain '99
+ Dissect +
Lorelai: It was a mistake.
Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!?
Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake".
+ Me +
Longing for an eternal union
+ Desires +
+ firstly to find myself
+ 10 days trip to Europe, esp Spain
+ Santorini, Greece
+ The Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel
+ experience snow
+ Work Overseas
+ A very healthy body...and mind
+ a tv set in my bedroom
+ a lomo
+ donate blood at least once in a lifetime
+ be a volunteer
+ Things I've been said i look like +
chinese(NO.1)
japanese
taiwanese(!! lol)
phillippino
thai
myanmar
cambodian
vietnamese
indonesian(specifically, indo maid!)
malaysian
nepalese
China Chinese (NO!!!...)
watched the hannah montana w dear. it was awesome. i think it was my first time watching her cry on scene and it looks believeable, so kudos to her (i cried too.. wahaha... wat a blubbing baby i am...) coz hannah montana is usually funny, so i like this side of her
went to the liang seng sports store @ marina sq w dear seeing all the punching bags and punching gloves is making me super darn interested to punch sth...
http://punchacademy.sg/programs.php went to the website and i think i mite juz take up the course one day... maybe after i finish my kick boxing la... hehe... isnt it fun? after a hard day's werk, u go to a muay thai training ctr then juz kick and punch on that sandbag?? or watever bag it is? woooaaahhhhh... the adrenalin, i imagine, is gonna be so darn high. jus envision that special person you have reserved juz for the target, aim, punch.........viola!!! you'd score!!!! it may not be that real person but fun as hell, rite???
haf a lot of photos pending uploading...lol... havent even transfer to com yet.. oops! weeeee
cant wait for this whole week..... eh!! i havent pack yet!!! i forgot :P
Na, na, na, Diva is a female version of a hustla, Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla Na, na, na Diva is a female version of a hustla, Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
i wanna dance!!! i know i can do this!!! i know it!!!
it gives me sooo much energy juz watching this video and the beats to this song juz adds ooommpphhhhhhhh!!! daaayyyumm..... hip hop has got sooo much attitude to their movements i feel awesome juz looking at it!(irrelevant... haha :P) P/S: loving the girl w/ the yellow shoes
lol... i actually could care less abt the rest of the song, i oni love that hustla part... :P
now moving on...
I'ma a diva, I'ma I'ma a diva I'ma I'ma a diva I'ma I'ma a diva I'ma I'ma a diva I'ma I'ma a diva I'ma I'ma a diva...
Na, na, na, Diva is a female version of a hustla, Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla Na, na, na Diva is a female version of a hustla, Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla ........
isnt it fun? being the punch bag of others?? until you become devoid of emotion. wats ur emotion to others anyway? they dont matter. emotion is juz a waste of energy.
it drains ur soul. look at all those puppets so free. no conscience to answer to
all pretty and nothing but smiles.
so powerful and yet so powerless
being pulled by the strings of manipulative mind
so stupid we are.
grow up!
i gave up on you. sorry.
i am cursed to be confused. if its not by my effort, its from others
thank you for constantly reminding me of my lack for intelligence thank you.
for without you, i wouldnt know how dumb dumb i am
i miss chewing gum... i want the strawberry one.
i want to dance. its a mad world, a crazy race... i dun want to be involve, leave me alone.
