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Sunday, March 21, 2010
Abbey Dawn Hoodie

I want this... really really want this... but its so hard to get... :( sigh...






Anyway, juz wanna point out i simply hate girls who uses men for money. Such sluts dun deserve to be happy.Esp if those sluts are out to harm other relationships. but then again who cares right? men will always need women to play with and there will always be women out there who are willing to milk out from these needs. they dun even need to do anything. juz lie down there look pretty. sum times dun even need to lie down. simply bat their eyes and all the guys will swoon over them.oh the hard work.

i hate living in this contradicting world that says looks is not everything. hypocrites.

when i watch dramas, i tend to switch channels when the storyline gets worst.
but in real life u simply cant do that.
yeah. im a coward. i dun like dramas. in my life or others.
when i hear about it, a part of me dies.the more i become misanthrope.
well, if u cant beat them, you join them.
but if you cant join them either, maybe its time you leave this world.
yeah.

maybe im better off dead.
im sick of hearing shits ppl do to each other.

Friday, March 19, 2010

i am soooo going to dump all pictures here in this entry regardless of WHEN the pictures were taken.
i was PESTERED constantly by that sumone to update my blog and upload all the pictures,therefore i shall entertain his persistence for now.

As long as i upload ok ba... chronological order is not of importance.

recently got call from wenny. i soooo miss her.When she suddenly laughed after i just said my 1st greeting, i asked why, she said when she hears my voice she just feel so relieved.i feel like crying sia. like no kidding. i mean she was there in melbourne with no friends to begin with (im sure she has many now! she's darn friendly!) and to suddenly be separated from friends and family, it muz be lonesome.i know i would be. considering how un-friendly and unsociable i am :P
Anyway, back to the point, she's cuming back this year! yipee!

and just see all the pictures la... some dated last yr... sad but true...
enjoy!

this was when we went to the farmway in pasir ris to see pets farms.... cute dogs and cats! we even went to a fish spa near by... we oso fed many fishes.from fish food to our leg skin...


Wei jun's boots... see??? they're made of live fish! hahaha....



my fat legs....fish... eat more eat more!!! until dun look like drumstik can??

dinner at a restaurant inside SAF Yatch Club.


benny and crystal... the kind people who paid for most of my dinner when im hanging out w them... very indebted lor!
we sneaking up on you!


some sort like a bar.. also like hotel restaurant....got one guy down there playing piano and singing


their glass of water look so classy!

alcoholic coffee... taste weird!
open concept... our table overlooking the sae... night cannot really see la.. but i think still romantic lor... couples.... u know where to go now.... lol!

some kind of omelette
mushroom pastry
top one shell or sth like dat

my first ever escargo... snail to be exact. it was in butter... so it wasnt so bad... in fact it was quite nice and addictive... ahahha... juz dun show me when it was alive... i mite puke!! :P

beautiful view rite?


the restaurant from afar

random picture of him... trying to embarass him... ahahah...
(you didnt think i was gonna put this up, did you?! shhahahah)

COOKIE monster!!!!me eating at work. daily doses of that subway cookies was what make me the way i am now. GINORMOUS!
a series of me trying to look jap... does it work?? i love low quality low pixel camera ahhaha...
i look amazingly different.


sharpening my editing skills
i was on the mrt and i took this. i was wondering if these words made any sense to you... does it?

tt time when me and vincent went to play at tpy's game store they have playstation... and other game console... we playing guitar hero... taking turns on the drum set and the guitar... fantastic
my cluttered desk... awesome rite... hardworking ppl is like dat one... ahaha


me w yensan and her friend... went to prawn fishing...


had to take with these... i look so darn happy!

when we went to... ermmm... some place in msia for picnic... the wind was so strong i was scared for a while...(big baby i may be, but remembering the disaster not long ago makes me a bit scared ok!)
her version of cute!

my adorable cousin syasya... porcelain face rite!!

kak jaja sneaking a smile!~

eating nasi hujan panas



these pictures were from xmas last year...
crown hats... i still have them!
the cool info dept... i extra oni ahhaha...


tugging the gifts from amin the santa ahahha!
loving our big santa...



that guy sitting down is our pimp... hahahaha!

this was when my family attended the boon teck reunion. meeting up with all the veteran malay actors and actress was wonderful. it was a great reunion.


atuk samsudin and anak ibrahim pendek



playing golf w him.... been a long time goal for me to go! and finally! but it was quite dizzying for me after the game as the place was soooo small it was super cramped and we were in circles just to follow the holes....


what empty eyes u haf.. you almost look sad...

my lovely cupcakes i distributed to my colleagues :D, juz to clarify, i didnt make these... :D


gong xi ni!! we all welcome the tiger year...

we're going on a hiking....

my pretty girls...
beautiful flowers to brighten ur day... too bad i didnt bring my dslr... i would have made better shots :P pretty contented with these nonetheless!!





i think this looks cute and seriously, we ALL knows one rite??? lol



its 1145pm oredy... and my eyes cant take it. long day ahead.so rest well people.