"before darkness emerged you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
-confusedain '99
+ Dissect +
Lorelai: It was a mistake.
Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!?
Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake".
+ Me +
Longing for an eternal union
+ Desires +
+ firstly to find myself
+ 10 days trip to Europe, esp Spain
+ Santorini, Greece
+ The Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel
+ experience snow
+ Work Overseas
+ A very healthy body...and mind
+ a tv set in my bedroom
+ a lomo
+ donate blood at least once in a lifetime
+ be a volunteer
+ Things I've been said i look like +
chinese(NO.1)
japanese
taiwanese(!! lol)
phillippino
thai
myanmar
cambodian
vietnamese
indonesian(specifically, indo maid!)
malaysian
nepalese
China Chinese (NO!!!...)
i made the wrong choices again. i seem to like making wrong choices esp when im in haste... always making the wrong decisions...
1-i worked for a property agent for less thn 2 mth 2- i worked for an insurance co for about less than a week.(and dont get paid 4 it) 3-i have yet to pay for my sch fees (which is short of $200) 4-i have yet to buy my sch books (which is costing me $106) 5-i wont have enough money to top up my transport money (usually $100) 6-I AM UNEMPLOYED 7-i am demotivated and depressed.
the last 2 jobs consists of telemarketing. and i SIMPLY HATE that. to.the.max. i dun understand why i hate it oso. i dun know why i get nervous answering or making calls.
maybe im juz one who hates responsibility. or incapable.
its already so hard to find jobs, why cant i juz love what i do, when i cant do what i love?
Well it’s good to hear your voice I hope you’re doing fine And if you ever wonder I’m lonely here tonight Lost here in this moment Time keeps slipping by If I could have just one wish I’d have you by my side
Oooohh I miss you Oooohh I need you And I love you more than I did before And if today I don’t see your face Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place It gets harder everyday Say you love me more than you did before And I’m sorry it’s this way But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Well I tried to live without you But tears fall from my eyes I’m alone and I feel empty I’m torn apart inside
I look up at the starts Hoping you are doing the same And somehow I feel closer And I can hear you say
Oooohh I miss you Oooohh I need you And I love you more than I did before And if today I don’t see your face Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place It gets harder everyday Say you love me more than you did before And I’m sorry it’s this way But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, always stay
I never wanna lose you And if I had to I would choose you So stay, please always stay You’re the one that I hold on to My heart would stop without you
I love you more than I did before And if today I don’t see your face Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place It gets harder everyday Say you love me more than you did before And I’m sorry that it’s this way But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, I’ll always stay And I love you more than I did before And I’m sorry that it’s this way But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home And if you ask I will stay, I will stay, I will stay
been listening to miley cyrus's lastest album... definitely worth buying if u ask me...
anyway...
yeah...
why dont i want to buy a LV or coach bag? why dont i want to buy a havainas slippers? why do i rather buy a $5 pair of slippers... and actually have the cheek to wear it out to orchard? why dont i feel the shame?
what the freaking hell is wrong with me? why am i so selekeh? why am i so comfortable without wearing makeup and then goes all the way to jurong when i know i look like a total loser?
Ifah and Jiesi...posing with the guestbook.. looks gud rite? done by rina and her mom!
ifah n her boyfee
the beautiful pelamin
the beautiful cupcake
not cherry on top! but ricola i think....
with rina's mom and auntie...and cousin
went to kay after dat.. the yishun one was mad expensive, but i guess to offset the awesome funishings they had...looks like a club :P
jiesi and her gift from rina and harry...kose product...eyeshadow if im nt wrng
ifah w her gift given by pictured below
a beautiful dress!!!if not fer da price, i would haf gotten one myself! me with the leg massager thing, available in all the party world ktv rooms!one room each! so can take turns... tts all folks!
-vincent, if u reading this, can u send me the photo of me and crystal at the science center exhibition tt time?? thanks! i wanna post here laterzzzz...
my natural weaknesses tt i dun mind possessing. they prevent idiots from entering my life
i am super happy and thankful to have friends who dun mind about my weaknesses.
random pictures coming right up....
THE.BEST.WAFFLE.EVER.PERIOD
seriously, u shd try this prima deli's waffle sandwich. i tried this at the 313 somerset and it was absolutely Heaven!
normally i dun hangout at starbucks or coffee clubs or coffeebean. tts coz im not from the upperclass... hahaha... this is a luxury. my normal blend of coffee comes from the 3-in-1 nescafe...but when i go out to study with my friends,we'll pick a spot from any one of these joints.so once in a while, indulging in a luxurious cup of coffee dun seem so sinful :D
one of the boring long saturday, i had my piggybank cracked open and started counting.$152 in total... no bad... not bad at all... you wait, europe, you juz wait! 5 more years and i can finally see you in person....
my claamate went to tokyo disneyland.. bought us chocolates... nice!
my cousin smiling at the mirror
before
after
my black parade day...
me w my new fav headphone..cant really see hahaha...
my new work desk... so plain right hahaha
wah... super random... vincent's pet, crayfish...
our trip to the pixar animation exhibition... they were awesome, and visually enticing!
vincent in ultra cool 3d glasses... hahahha
look at them! so adorable, want to slp oso muz stack up until like dat...
actually tried to take photo of the amt of salt VISIBLE on the fries.it was atrocious! worse than McD, it was as if they had too much salt and muz get rid of it by not sprinkling it, but throwing a spoonful of it on the fries. and the kebab... omg, it was OOZING oil like nobody biz!! i didnt haf to bite on it, the oil was already oozing out from the paper it was wrapped with. upon biting it, the great amt of it actually spilled on the plate, i tell you. terrible experience!
ifah n her boyfee
the beautiful pelamin
the beautiful cupcake
not cherry on top! but ricola i think....
with rina's mom and auntie...and cousin
jiesi and her gift from rina and harry...kose product...eyeshadow if im nt wrng
ifah w her gift given by pictured below
a beautiful dress!!!if not fer da price, i would haf gotten one myself!
me with the leg massager thing, available in all the party world ktv rooms!one room each! so can take turns...
tts all folks!
