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Monday, July 12, 2010
Love Ur Body

-Enjo kōsai (compensated dating)

The most common connotation is that it is a form of child prostitution whereby participating girls sell their bodies in exchange for designer goods or money. However, to label enjo-kōsai by the most basic definition of prostitution whereby one attains money through the exchange of sexual acts,[1] excludes an array of other activities.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compensated_dating


i cant believe, the level girls will stoop to juz to eat at expensive restaurants or to own designer goods.
what seems like a far-fetched fact is actually right closer than you'd thought.

i know of a girl (yes, its true)
really quite pretty,
being nice and jovial to those in front of her.
behind is all different.
bad mouthing, back stabbing, name calling.
acting cute is her forte.
when i found out what she did, i was all the more disappointed.
wats the worst part?
when every one thinks she's adorable,cute and angelic.
oh boy. you have NO idea.

LUST can be a really vile thing.
it makes people lose their senses.
it makes even the most respectable men/women turn
into cheating bastards.

i can count with two hands the no of girls and boys cheating and being cheated.
WITHIN my degree of friends.
How sad is that?
and the funny part is, you will NEVER think that they're like dat.
what would you do if some of ur close friends are cheating on their partners?
what would you do if you were, unwillingly, the ONLY one who has all the access to the dirty secret things she did?
and everyone thought she's such a darling.
can we judge them by their lust?
or simply take them at face value?

And some advices =

Girls! pls do not slp with ur bf expecting them to be with you til death do you part.
once they got it, they're gone. believe me, i have seem MANY cases like this.

they may say things like, "im your bf what, im entitled to it" or  "dun worry i will not run away"
or worst!!! " you muz prove your love to me".

DO NOT DO IT! Once you've lost it, you'll lose it forever.FOREVER! you cant get it back. and of course, dun forget the diseases that comes with it. if they really love you, they will wait til the wedding day. they wont force it upon you.

im sick of hearing people cheating on each other.
really, im not kidding.
i can probably create a drama with all the things tt have been going AROUND me, NOT to me.
but wait! channel 8 has already done dat.
well, nvm then.




Seriously girls, have some self respect, or dignity or something equivalent to that!