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Friday, November 05, 2010
not for the faint hearted

as usual, whenever vincent sends me home,
he would always smoke under my block first.
then we saw this cat lying down with his butt facing us at first.
vincent commented that something is wrong with it.
coz his body is wet, and yet he is not doing anything to keep himself warm (ie lick himself)
coz he knows that cats do not like to be wet.
i ignored him and told him maybe its not.
so he kept purring at it,
the cat purred back before he started to hiss too.
then i told him to keep quiet.
vincent insisted something is wrong.
its like the cat  wanted to prove me wrong, it started to stand on its four legs.
me and vincent was DUMBFOUNDED when we saw his paw totally GONE!!
whats left was a danggling bone!

this picture is
not for the faint hearted




vincent immediately called the spca.
he took this photo while waiting for them to take it away.
the right paw was gone, the left paw looked injured too.
the bottom jaw looks almost gone.
all the bottom teeth & gums were gone.
the sad part was it kept getting nearer to vincent
as if it wanted some kind of comfort or a hug.

i kept crying (stupid me)
but i feel so sad.
i sympathize with it.
i am not made to help people lol...
or cats... i'll juz cry seeing them like dis.
we cant really tell what happened to it.
it looks like it kena run over by car. also can be from cat fight.
or worst of all, animal cruelty.
we had no idea.

we understand that it will prolly be put to slp.
i hope it will rest in peace. amin