"before darkness emerged you spoke to me
love
of love
of life
then
of death
by death you walked
by death enlightened..."
-confusedain '99
+ Dissect +
Lorelai: It was a mistake.
Emily: A mistake?! You call that a mistake!?
Lorelai: Well, I tried calling it "Al", but it would only answer to "mistake".
+ Me +
Longing for an eternal union
+ Desires +
+ firstly to find myself
+ 10 days trip to Europe, esp Spain
+ Santorini, Greece
+ The Chocolate Buffet at Fullerton Hotel
+ experience snow
+ Work Overseas
+ A very healthy body...and mind
+ a tv set in my bedroom
+ a lomo
+ donate blood at least once in a lifetime
+ be a volunteer
+ Things I've been said i look like +
chinese(NO.1)
japanese
taiwanese(!! lol)
phillippino
thai
myanmar
cambodian
vietnamese
indonesian(specifically, indo maid!)
malaysian
nepalese
China Chinese (NO!!!...)
I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together in jannah
Oh and now I find myself i'm feel so strong
it's Everything was changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
Emily comes home from school
Grabs on to her daddy’s hand
He says baby girl what’s wrong with you
She says, please don’t make me go back there again
She says I wish there was some way to make them stop it
So he drives down to that principals office
He says I didn’t bring her up
So they could cut her down
I didn’t bring her here
So they could shut her out
I live my whole damn life
To see that little girl smile
So why are tears pouring down that sweet face
She wasn’t brought up that way
Emily’s home late again
He sees that boy drive away
But somethings different this time
She hasn’t got much to say
She said he tried but there are some things I won’t do
And through the tears she says I couldn’t do that to you
he says,
I didn’t bring you up
So he could wear you down
Take that innocent heart
And turn it inside out
I live my whole damn life to see my little girl smile
So don’t let nobody take that away
You weren’t brought up that way
The phone rings on a rainy night
Says it’s officier Tate
He said, sir there’s been an accident
You better come down here right away
A drunken driver missed an over-pass
And Emily, she’s fading fast
He says,
God I didn’t bring her up
So I could watch them lay her Down
Nearly killed me the day they put her mama in the ground
The only thing that kept me alive was that little girl’s smile
So please don’t take that away
It won’t be easy takin her today
She wasn’t brought up that way
he stands over the hospital bed
and Emily opens her eyes