Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Here i go again.
my mind conflicted with my surroundings..
hmm...
once again, i am in this phrase of life...
wondering why dont i have the
determination like others.
no. i do not give up.
im simply... contented.
i dun aim high...
coz i really dun feel the reason or need to.
i dun like competition coz i dun like to compare myself with others.
i really do like the way i am now.
in fact, im pretty surprised and grateful with the way things haf turned out so far, in general.
so wats bugging me?
i seriously haf no intention to earn super big bucks. i think 1500 is high enough for me
i dun even look at bags clothes shoes that are over my budget.
i dun haf a money driven lifestyle. dun want to either.
i earn little. saves up if i ever feel the need to pamper myself. enough to live by.
i dun nid a car. i dun nid awesome education.i dun want a condo.
why am i still so....
demoralised about my whole life?
everywhere i turn to,
i face people with determination.
people who wishes to be high flyer.
big dreams to being rich, successful, smart and live comfortably.
why cant they see that i AM comfortable now?
is there anyone out there tt shares my sentiment?
or am i the only one who likes it this way?
am i an underachiever?
hey, ive juz answered myself. all i need.
is to know, tt there ARE people out there who are like me.
so i wont keep justifying myself for taking the easy way out.
is that what i am doin? taking the easy way out?
gosh... theres never an end to this.
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