i've been feeling kinda erm.. ugly lately... nto to say i wasnt in the first place but there's been bad breakout on my face suddenly i feel so ashamed to go out.. so ashame to expose my sorry sorry state...and when i do go out, i coudlnt even look at them in the eye w/out feeling depressed...
the republic poly has already opened its door and who da bloody shit plan their schedule? its like as if all da students start their classes at 9am and they're conquering the whole public tansport space... already bad enuf that i used to fight w/ da office peeps for seats... i hafta wait 2 buses b4 i get my chance to even board the stupid bus... seating is a total miracle...really...
and the more i look at their pretty fresh make-uped faces i feel worst than ever... my depressed low-self-esteem girl has resurfaced.... welcome back!! :D
and how does it feels like to be nobody?/ neither normal nor weird... u're just.... middle... you know.. forgettable... coz u dun haf a distinct character...i'll tell you how it feel like.... it feels like shit... coz why?? coz i dunno what i am... ppl like to stereotype... group them up... so where am i? not girlish... neither gothic or rock... not punk-ish...not tomboy either.... am i like the clouds... simply drifting by?? nothing to hold on to? no goals? sad arent i?/ so sad....
my new boots!!! my new lovely boots!!! ahhh... the sight of it ....
this is what happens to people who underestimates the power of sour tapes hehe! actually i forced him to take a bite(only a bite!!) out of it just so i can take this pix for all to see...lol...
me and dear hanging out, having a taste of the new cornado dog @ orange julius @ cp...hmmm....
unbelievable by craig david...
* dedicated to my one and only dear
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
[Chorus]
Now I see, what love means
steamboating and grilling
pix from the steamboating and grilling event....
finally the best part of steamboating : indulging!!!
ooh la la... the cooking time
hey!! plucked from my very ingenious mind,my own creative invention..trust my friend to have a good workable cooking utensils...:P
food preparations...
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
my new playground
imagine having a recording studio rite in you own room...isnt it cool? my friend's just happen to be just that... you can actually cut an album in his room... we went to his house just the other day for steamboat and grill... tiring but fun...and for the first time i get to thrash the drums.. way cool!!
Saturday, April 01, 2006
possible conversations 2nd Episode
Pt. 2 - possible conversations....watch....
smallest: oh God, when will this grooming ever ends??
middle:patient son, u'll understand once u've become hairy like us...
biggest:hm... i tot i saw a big one.....
ok...ok...i'll stop with my lame jokes oredy...
these are some of the pix i took @ the zoo...a few hilarious ones for next time
tadaa for now...
possible conversations 1st Episode
Pt. 1 - possible conversations....watch....
pffftt!!
3rd rhino to 2nd : God...wats dat?
2nd rhino: ~faints
3rd rhino faints too! ahahah!
( lame! i noe!!! :P)
current mood:sing sing!!
current song:impossible christina aguilera
audiences of the mooning
butts... we were actually mooned by the animals when we(dear) made a visit to the zoo a few weeks ago...damn!! i cant even get a gud angle of hte zebras, horses..lol.. iots crazy man! i even managed to see a white tiger trying to reproduce one more of its own..:P...almost funny.. maybe i'll go again... dear has got the animal bug, he even wanted to join the freinds of animal thingy :P
i've been reading patricia cornwell...trying to read every material she's written...her crime novels are very much like the csi...witty characters,fun intelligible..all of which i wish to possess...~sigh...never mind... suddenly i want to be a pathologist.. or a criminal profiler...its like solving puzzles.. putting pieces of info 2gether...but i'm afraid of morgues! not dead bodies....spirits, angry spirits, ghosts......:P.... oh hell (no pun intended..lol...)
