i've been feeling kinda erm.. ugly lately... nto to say i wasnt in the first place but there's been bad breakout on my face suddenly i feel so ashamed to go out.. so ashame to expose my sorry sorry state...and when i do go out, i coudlnt even look at them in the eye w/out feeling depressed...

the republic poly has already opened its door and who da bloody shit plan their schedule? its like as if all da students start their classes at 9am and they're conquering the whole public tansport space... already bad enuf that i used to fight w/ da office peeps for seats... i hafta wait 2 buses b4 i get my chance to even board the stupid bus... seating is a total miracle...really...

and the more i look at their pretty fresh make-uped faces i feel worst than ever... my depressed low-self-esteem girl has resurfaced.... welcome back!! :D

and how does it feels like to be nobody?/ neither normal nor weird... u're just.... middle... you know.. forgettable... coz u dun haf a distinct character...i'll tell you how it feel like.... it feels like shit... coz why?? coz i dunno what i am... ppl like to stereotype... group them up... so where am i? not girlish... neither gothic or rock... not punk-ish...not tomboy either.... am i like the clouds... simply drifting by?? nothing to hold on to? no goals? sad arent i?/ so sad....