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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
in recent times... ~sighs all over!

i'm sick of hearing robberies in the news; especially of the ones that happened in Johore.whatever the hell happened to "making a honest living"? are they THAT poor? and why now? it disgusts me to think that they have this mindset whereby S'poreans are rich.we worked like fuck and they get to enjoy our hard earned cash?is this their last resort? i swear to God if there was anyone who wishes to mug me, i'd rather give them my life(they would probably take my money too) and haunt them. haunt them til they asphyxiate in their own shit!! hey, i have nothing against the citizens of the neighbouring country. i've got relatives there. why cant they just enforce a tighter security? or do i have to simply boycott Malaysia altogether? we're all Asians. its hurtful to see our own brothers doing this to us!! even my Malaysian friends working in S'pore are targeted.

there was a saying, in an old malay film. it says " you want to eat, so does he,so why throw sand on his food? why cant u share the fruits of ur labour? how can your race( in this case, Asians) progress w/ such behaviour?" it couldnt be said any better.

i was a thief once. when i was much younger. and i had no idea the impact of my misbehaviour to the victim.not until i faced it myself. what happens if the money you stolen from was meant to save someone's life?

daylight robberies was bad enuf, but threatening their lives? a man was stabbed in result of a foiled robbery last year.right in the doorstep of Malaysia. WOW!! that must be some kind of a welcome. Please, i'm sure there are other means of earning a living....