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Thursday, July 27, 2006
he wrote the music..he wrote the words

"why dear i love you so much and
you have to be malay and i chinese
are we cursed?
or are we just plainly too stupid
to understand the laws of nature
mayb one or maybe both of us
defying what was called destiny
are we?"

"i always dream of a world
for only you and me then
and only then will i
truly be your (sic) and you
be mine
i love you"

"i am turning crazy i am
driving myself nuts
i cannot take it anymore
i need to hear your voice"

"i have no such virtue (patience) but
have much love for thee to
await the coming (of) your voice'

sms-es i received from dear yest... the first few left me almost in tears but the last few made me smile...
such beautiful words coming out from an ah beng looking guy.. aahh...siao ta bo...
-the law of nature is to love...
the destiny is us...
what we're defying is the custom of people...
the rules and regulations set by our very own ancestors....
i love you dear....



blessed or cursed?



there is only 4eva in us.... (sept) 3 yrs strong....