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Thursday, January 18, 2007
gossip column

forgive my appalling urges to turn this mundane rituals into a gossip column.
a human, after all, cant live without grumbling.
bear with me as i indulge wholesomely in this (decidedly) barbaric form of art.

my apologies for (previously) stereotyping scholars as being decent, civilised and matured. scholars(in my dictionary, anyone with a cert above o 'levels... i'm lowering the standards) comes from all walks of life with many different characters. you cant just assume that because they have a higher edu means they are polite and well-mannered. and we cant really say scholars are anything at all except of course, by their definition itself. jast as u cant say the china-rians are loud and uncivilised when other nations are too...

sad to say, there's an idiot among our company(as most companies do). he's my process engineer. a pain in the ass(imagine constipation at its worst. thats how frustrating it can get just by trying to converse with him...u'll get nowhere). he's dat one particular pe that irks me (and others, i heard) a lot.
it doesnt hurt to say "i dun know"
it doesnt hurt to ask for help.
i wonder how he managed thru sch with such a fake ass godly attitude.maybe the lecturers are just too sick of looking at his freaking ugly face with his bags of fats hanging around his waist.so they had to let him pass. i will not say his name. his description has given way.and sorry again for this crude language. in a workplace, i dun discriminate coz i may never know i might need anyone's help... but this piece of shit forces ppl around. making us do things that he was supposed to do. fucking lazy bum. exploiting those who works under (not for!) him. i dun understand. i'm a mere operator but that doesnt mean i'm stupid. i have a brain, ears to hear and mouth to talk...just because he's an engineer doesnt mean he can treat us like his fucking slave...i was reprimanded for asking help. bullshit. what kind of mindset does he have? he shall not be compared to any part of the body (even genitals) coz even a body is sacred and to be compared to a shit like him is an extreme insult to the beauty of the human being.even shit fertilized. what does he do except shoving commands?? sits on his bloody big arse and sleeps like a pig. disgusting.a disgrace. argh!!! i dun nid to curse him of a dreadful life. he's happily doing that honour himself.if he keeps up to this kind of sick working attitude, and with that sorry looks of his, he can never get married. have friends even. its difficult to work with colleagues who thinks they're king.who doesnt admit to their mistakes. dictators dont go anywhere except graves. hate him... thankfully, its only him... i cant imagine having more than one process engineers that are like him. urgh....