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Sunday, April 15, 2007
spectacular spectacular

spectacular spectacular... nutin betta to describe it than this, i guess... i'm so glad i caught the phantom of the opera...made dear got hooked to it too!!! it was one of my fav stories of all time... esp this mysterious character so famously known as the phantom... i read the book and fell in love w/ it... he wasnt just a horrifying man in love with a girl... he was a deformed man... a genius who'd never make a mistake twice in his life...a brilliant man cursed to walk upon this earth donning a mask on his face(like where else... duh!) i didnt expect the musical to be sooo bloody stunning but i did wondered what could have caused it to cost so much... well, i gt my ans... and i'm well satisfied with it... i feel like watching it again... but the 1st time was already making such a dent in my savings acc. ahh... the production was superb sia... with state of the art props.... wah... totally worth it... perfect... so beautiful so sad so romantic yet so haunting...so very the gothic... haha...the sets was so unbelieavable...almost 3d.... wah....and who could forget the music... ~sigh...



i've been reading books lately and so much of them about cheating girlfriends spousals... what the hell... its brainwahsing me... everytime i read them, i think abt dear...abt him thinking abt another girl being w/ another girl...so insane... you know its impossible but there's always that nagging feeling... y'know... i trust him... our relationsip is so special... best friends before lovers.... we could talk abt anything from naked guys to naked girls (haha!... we;re not into open reationship tho..:P)
but u get wat i mean rite? he is so careful. never wanting me to feel leftout... never wanting me to feel threaten by other girls...always so supportive...my confidant...yet i'm still insecure.