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Tuesday, May 05, 2009

recently, i've been acting strangely akin to obsessive-compulsive behaviour.

peeling was the objective.

i simply had to peel.

i peeled my lips (or dry skin of the lip... is it? sth like tt) til they bleed... so much tt now my lips is red and sore all over.

i peeled the skin of my fingers. the sides.. so bad tt it bleeds. so bad tt one of my friend tot it was a blue black. so bad tt it looks as if im eating my own finger print ( yes, i BITE the sides of the fingerprint skin)

i peeled the skin of my toes too. so bad it bleeds too. sometimes so bad, when im at home, and its hard to peel with my fingers, i'd peel it with my teeth. (nope, u arent reading it wrong...)
and sometimes, i'd peel it all the way back to the heel of my feet and the back of my toes.
if anyone was to scan my toeprint now, they will realise tt its distorted.

im not sure why im like this.
and im not sure wat caused it

but i hope i can stop.
coz the pain is not bothering me anymore.
the blood i drew from my skin peeling dun scare me

but if i dun stop, im afraid i'll go further.

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 10:22 PM