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Monday, November 30, 2009

few days ago went to watch raging phoenix

it was majorly awesome.
it corporates what i love the most and what dear loves a lot.
martial arts and dance.
its fun to say i have a favorite fighting movie,
dear mite not like it, but i love it!
it funny, sad,interesting and fun.

i wish i was agile and fit enough to learn capoeira tho.
must be my new dream now! hehe!





i've been stalking these few webbies too...the entries are updated daily by normal people like u and me!...wait....im nt that normal... sry.anyways....
thanks to my dear...hahah introducing me to all these crazy webbies!
rite now, i cant live my life without the daily doses of all these webbies...mad i am!

http://mylifeisaverage.com

one entry that made me laughed out loud...like seriously!:

A while back I was lying awake in my bed when I heard my roommate started mumbling in his sleep. His exact words were, "We could kill them all. That would solve everything." Wondering if he'd answer, I asked him, "Kill who?" To my great amusement, he answered, "The ninja hamsters." I really wish I could see what he was dreaming.

and a few more:

Today, my friend and I were talking about the power rangers, and we realized that the white power ranger is Caucasian, the yellow power ranger is Asian, the red power ranger is Native American, and the black power ranger is African American. Thank you power rangers for being so accurate. MLIA

Today, I saw a sign that said, "Road is wet when raining." I am still confused as to why such a sign would be needed. MLIA

http://www.fmylife.com/

here's for the more sadistic ppl(dear's fav, apparently), some entries ARE funny, but most werent...

Today, I took the bus to work and a sweet old lady got on after me and sat next to me. Halfway to work, she fell asleep and her head was on my shoulder. Trying to be nice, I gently tried to wake her up before my stop came. She wasn't sleeping. I let a dead woman lie on me for 30 minutes. FML

Today, my parents yelled at me for 10 minutes without letting me get a word in edgewise for getting a 48 on my test. They took my phone, unplugged my internet, and took my car keys. They wouldn't listen no matter how many times I told them "It was out of 50". It actually was. FML

http://itmademyday.com/

Me and a few friends decided to do something good for the environment and go on a trash hike. On the side of the road we found a diamond ring worth about $2,500. IMMD

Sewing a dress for a drag queen, a co-worker’s 9 year old daughter came in to see what I was doing. I tried to explain, tactfully, that my friend likes to put on wigs and perform sings onstage. She thought a moment, and then said “You mean, like Hannah Montana?” Yup. IMMD

On a manhole cover next to the campus library, someone had posted this sign: “Ninja Turtles Hiring. Inquire within.” IMMD.


http://notalwaysright.com/


(I work for the city government and received this call the day after Halloween.)

Customer: “The garbage collectors didn’t take all my garbage this morning. They left my pumpkin.”

Me: “Well, sir, where did you leave the pumpkin for collection?”

Customer: “In my recycling bin.”

Me: “Well, that’s why they didn’t take it. You need to put it in your garbage can.”

Customer: “But you can recycle a pumpkin!”

Me: “Sir, what do you think they are going to recycle your pumpkin into?”

Customer: “PIE!”


Customer: “Can I have a sample of this doughnut?”

Me: “Sorry, no.”

Customer: “But you used to give them out! Why can’t I get one?”

Me: “Yeah, that was a long time ago. Now we only give it to children.”

(The customer squats down a bit.)

Customer: “I’m twelve. Can I have a sample?”


Customer: “Excuse me, how do I get out?”

Me: “The door is right over there, ma’am.”

Customer: “Yes, but it’s not opening.”

Me: “It isn’t an automatic door.”

Customer: “So, how do I get out?”

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oh! im also a proud member of http://www.stumbleupon.com

basically for ppl that have no life.i mean it... ahahha thats me!







Sunday, November 29, 2009
museum w dear

the best thing about dear is, he's an explorer...
and i love the fact that he shares with me the things he wanna explore

he doesnt leave me out.
he helped me open up my eyes to different things in life.
for without him, i wouldnt know so many things tt life can offer.
awesome no?


this pix was taken when we went to the myanmar buddhist temple. it looks cool inside, not that i've been to other buddhist temple. this is my first and a great experience... i was just curious ok! dear had wanted to go for a long time with me... finally!didnt dare to take inside pix..scared i'd violate sth haah...
then we went over to the sun yat sen museum located just beside the temple. another place dear had always wanted to visit. out of slight boredom and anyway we didnt have much plans, we went over to look see.



the specs he used... a replica oni
another replica of homemade bomb or sth...
a great gigantic painting... depicting the era where men have to cut their long pigtails
the resting place inside the museum.
dear reading the history. he knew so much he shud have been teh tour guide sia... he was explaining to me the whole thing as we went along the exhibits.

then we went over to arab street to eat hummus!!!! zohan's fav food!

malt drink... apparently original taste like beer... yucks!!!coz of the malt la... i dun like...non-alcoholic drink tho. so u wanna know how beer taste like, u drink the original...without getting drunk. i think its a drink from arab... malt drinks with fruit flavours taste better tho.. coz hides the malt taste more.... but i still dun like la hahaha...
hummus!!!! awesome hummus!!! this one is with chicken! nice!
kebab rice... me and dear share eat... super dry... i prefer food w curry or soup or sth...but ok lah...
my drink.... so long ago i forgot what it was already ahhaha... could be banana shake or sth
then we went over to this shop selling old school games... bought these few. the aeroplane was like, $1 i think. the 5 stones was like $1 oso... the balloons was $1 ONE BOX... insane ahha... i juz wanted to buy one stick but then say they dun sell individual... nid to buy one box... hahah crazy.
this was my loot when we went over to the sun yat sen museum... bought the notepads at $1.50... original cost was $1.50 each but bargain was buy one get one free... heeee...
just random pix of my cousin, taken while waiting for my auntie to finish werk. she loooves to eat cheese fries and honey chicken. can tell rite? hahaha






Sunday, November 22, 2009
giggles * giggles

omg...


giggles* giggles**


last time when my colleagues approached me to take pix w the gb as a favour, i asked dear for advice. he was apprehensive abt it.
(of course im worried... i can imagine people graffiti-ing all over me face oredy :P)

but thanks to their persuasion skills and after much thought,... why not rite?
hahaha ..(my guess is that they decided that normal looking girls on ads is refreshing??)

haha no matter, it was an experience.... customers coming up to me saying they saw my face... hehe :P

friends telling me they saw me on the back of the bus... ahah... :P

its ok people.... its gonna be up for one yr only... after dat they'll change designs... :D

those who havent seen it yet...
here goes... (dun laugh ok... apparently, everyone that saw this first time laughed...i've NEVER get to see this live. all the photos was taken by friends who saw it...and they told me they laughed lor... :P unbelievable rite :P)






Saturday, November 21, 2009
OMG! Raya pix!

OMG! Raya pix!

how could i forgot!??? here goes a few raya puasa pix.... and the raya haji is oredy coming...
omg my procrastination couldnt be rivaled man!

here's the consolidation of all 2009 raya pix :P

Here's the time i went raya with my colleagues... this was the last pix of that day...taken at norhan's place (extreme right)

me!
me ans kak Huszi (or amah)!
we both wear green! awesome!
trying to camo under the green paint... inside the lift haha...
first house = azali (affectionately known as ah kong by dear and me)
loving the colours here!


we're the juniors of the company!
specs coutesy of ah kong's sis


in the mini bus
at amah house

the greeniesssss!




at umah zak




umah cik siti




umah kak ita

umah julie

rina's open house!i camwhored a lot in this place... so pls bear with me ahahah
















gg to umah cik siti's open house! weee







me supposedly wanted to look manly(more like hantu ahaha) : with ah kong looking absolutely gaaayyyy hahah


the nite me, kak jaja, ira amalina and vincent went to geylang to look look see see
first day of raya!

arranged according to age

my cute little dear cousin.... more of her cuteness coming up









okie peeps.... like i've said... more to come! wahahahahah