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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
For the rest of my life



I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together in jannah
Oh and now I find myself i'm feel so strong
it's Everything was changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart



Emily comes home from school
Grabs on to her daddy’s hand
He says baby girl what’s wrong with you

She says, please don’t make me go back there again
She says I wish there was some way to make them stop it
So he drives down to that principals office

He says I didn’t bring her up
So they could cut her down
I didn’t bring her here
So they could shut her out
I live my whole damn life
To see that little girl smile
So why are tears pouring down that sweet face
She wasn’t brought up that way

Emily’s home late again
He sees that boy drive away
But somethings different this time
She hasn’t got much to say

She said he tried but there are some things I won’t do
And through the tears she says I couldn’t do that to you
he says,

I didn’t bring you up
So he could wear you down
Take that innocent heart
And turn it inside out
I live my whole damn life to see my little girl smile
So don’t let nobody take that away
You weren’t brought up that way

The phone rings on a rainy night
Says it’s officier Tate
He said, sir there’s been an accident
You better come down here right away
A drunken driver missed an over-pass
And Emily, she’s fading fast
He says,

God I didn’t bring her up
So I could watch them lay her Down
Nearly killed me the day they put her mama in the ground
The only thing that kept me alive was that little girl’s smile
So please don’t take that away
It won’t be easy takin her today
She wasn’t brought up that way

he stands over the hospital bed
and Emily opens her eyes

Sunday, February 13, 2011
blessings

if i wait any longer for my bro's photos...

i'd be mouldy!

anyway... i'll skip the chalet pix and head on to other events instead..
once i get hold of his then i'll combine...

this was when i treated the ladies in my immediate family swensens.


wat u see below was the oni thing i was satisfied with... throughout the late lunch.
i think it was a ice cream in hot plate or sth... it taste as amazing as it looks.
definitely worth the money!
this was the dissapointment i was talking about. nt oni is it exp, but the food is plain as hell...
i tell u, i can get better chicken cutlet at coffeeshop! sheesh! even the coleslaw tastes like kfc's n my mom agreed lor... wat a waste of money :P their standard dropped liao... wanna come here?? go for their desserts instead.. anyway, tts what they're famous for!
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they muz haf heard me grumbling on and on about how terrible the food was the whole time, tts why they presented me with these vouchers?? lol... i really haf no idea why they gave me these... coz im nt a member and i didnt really spend so much tt day :P but yeah... they muz haf heard me complain la...lol...so many vouchers summore... a lot of one for one....


this was during the family bowling outing. pictures of bowling didnt incld coz i look like shit! haha! :P anyway, highlight of the day was the dinner! at river valley spize... and the nearby yoghurt shop! damn nice can!!
see i did this one... nice rite? very colourful! we can choose the flavours and the toppings ourselves.. they count by grams... so u can stuff watever or as much things as u want!! awesomeness!


ugly rite??lol!! nvm la... once in a while put ugliest photo makes me grounded :D


nice pattern?? i do one, ok!! i choose peach, strawberry and chocolate!! yumzzz


the magnificent chocolate banana w vanilla ice cream prata... syiok sia!!
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i was too darn dejected by my looks today...lol.. no la... i was tired :P


this was eons ago man.. i think during the dec hols... brought my sis to this plac... forgot where liao... some jetty place.. u can see keong nearby... fishermen getting ready to sell fishes at the mkt... see ppl fishing.... all tt stuff..


we went to qian hu to feed koi!! and longkang fishing!
turtle looks cute w its head stuck out like dat...:P

fishes we collectively caught!

see i so gungho.. got down and dirty to cathc the fishes... i caught a lot ok! compared to vincent! like 10 or sth!

these photos are coutesy of rina and ifah... the tyme we went for our chocolate buffet at fullerton hote... damn nice can! but we found out some of the cakes used pig gelatin... so quite a lot of thing we cant eat....:( sadded... but camwhore pictures made up for it!! :D and the girls of course!...



creme brule!i think  tts how its spelled la...

soooo demure LOOKING!!
one taste like melted dark chocolate (my fav) and the other one taste like melted ferrero rocher... damn orgasmic!! lol...
our spread!
aiyoh... so sweet looking!

i look thin rite this one?? wahhh... wat a great optical illusion... i wish i look this thin all the time in all pix!lol...

the sea salt choccies and the  choco macaroons is super nice... i cant believe i tot it wont taste nice... this was my first try and my oh my!! im surprised at how guuuuuud it tastes like!! yummeh!
my beauty ladies!




after the sinful buffet, we hit the court to burn those calories!! actually.... we were laughing and dancing more than playing the badminton!... more resting too.... but it was all in the name of fun... and health!






tts all la..... im gg to ask my bro for the chalet pix again...sigh...