quantum physics... hm... a very interesting subj.
sth i've been thinking abt lately...
in fact i'm reading a book abt it....
suddenly i hafta dig out all my chem knowledge
to actually understand it all...
oh... how dusty and rusty my mind really is...
cant imagine i'm gonna continue schling by late this yr(if God allows)
maths science... argh!!! struggling thru them @ the age of 21...
who would haf thought... me.... hmm....
isnt it surreal to think that maybe...
ten years ago someone somewhere thought the same thing as you?
imagine how many people have said "i want to be different"
imagine how many people have felt what you felt...
did you ever think that u're not different from the rest after all??
haf u ever wonder whether all the thoughts u haf are really yours?
and not just recycled over the centuries?
doesnt it make u wonder life could be mundane?
coz maybe ur actions and thoughts are the same as someone years ago?
have you listen to the lyrics of a song and thought
"wow!!! thats the exact situation i'm in!! my precise emotion at the moment!!"
doesnt it make u feel like u're trapped in this funny play where
u're thinking what others have tot before... we're all da same arent we?
peeps w/ four lines on their palms are said to be diff...
so peeps w/ 3 lines on their palms are not the same?
palm reading is one of the example of what atoms in ur body can do...
how they react and how they affect you physically mentally and spiritually...
like i said, i'm not a pagan... i believe God created atoms so as it will be able to bond or break overtime to form chemical compounds and therefore create things..like how hydrogen and oxygen are two different atom elements
but when u put 2 hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom
what will it become?? water!!! imagine.... 2 gases to form one liquid...
fun and interesting in a way... rite?
... you know... like legos....interesting isnt it?? hm... ok... u mite not ponder but i did and i still do...maybe i haf too much time on my hands ...
oh well....
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
the key is the nid 2 die!!
above= me.aaron(bickering bud!).juliana
my best bickering bud...
loves to speak the sweetest words but beware!!
venom lies underneath but nah... they're harmless jokes...
after all his "hobby is to disturb ma..." as quoted by him
nonetheless, i am sure to miss his crazy antics if he ever
disappear from the face of the earth... he was even once famous for his
austin power gig @ the 2005 d&d... :P oh well... mr scandalous he is!!!
sitting straight is such a chore!!! i hafta keep reminding myself to maintain my posture
shit la...
i dun think i can make it..
but i realise i keep burping..haha!!!
is it even possible that by sitting straight, it is a gud awy to release unwanted
gas/air?? hmm....
impossible is nothing!!!
haha... ok.. i'm crapping. done fer da dae...
tadaaa...s
*kisses fer my sweet sweet vinny...
p/s:how do you say 'key' in chinese? how bout 'wanna die'?? strange isnt it? the key is the nid to diee!!! hhm...
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i know whats goin on...
applause...applause!!for i have managed to accomplish an almost impossible(coz its not anymore!!)task...really, its a feat that i could stand fairly straight for roughly 10 hrs or so...i followed my friend(a nurse, mind you! maryam.. big ups to you!!)'s advice...coz i've been having bad backaches(cant even bend down w/out feeling pain...~sigh)and was wondering who to seek help...maryam...my sec sch mate..beautiful angel.. hehe...u've inspired me to start having good posture... :D oh well... tough but i'll survive rite??
met don @ vista pt banquet...my former ew manager... bestest of da lot... a true gentleman...maybe because i was treated like a pet but nonetheless he really taught me respect...a 2nd father figure to me...miss him so much... the second guy to shower me w/ so so much care and concern...:D
tired oredy to continue...lol... shall slp rite after this entry...
*kisses and chocolates to all out there...
Monday, May 22, 2006
you cld be in da backseat saying "gimme dat!"
me n rina...
loving the cam??
ribbons we just bought... i think it looked v. nice.. the tassles and all.. ~sigh...
went shopping w/ rina yest for her bf's bdae celebration....i haf nvr been so tired lol...didnt realise redbull can really give u energy(didnt consume one dat dae)... by the time i reached hm... i was just in time to watch the s'pore idol... but i slept the last 15 of it...lol... guess my eyes gave way...:P
i'm confused all over again abt which course i'm gonna take if i'm going back to sch. ~sigh... i like the working hrs of my factory(seagate) but i oso like marketing...sales assistant...my perfect position...i dun nid to be a manager.. i just like to serve.i'm the type of person that believe i'm usually right(haha!! :P)and i love it when peeps ask me for help...i feel... unuseless somehow...and being a sales assistant really helps me psychologically actually...i can be rude to my friends(truly sorry!!!) but i'm pretty much nice to strangers...something abt me i cant comprehend either... :P oh well... maybe i really am as insane as my friends suggested...i've still got like, 3 mths to decide...oh God pls help me...
loving-'gimme dat' chris brown.'unfaithful' rihanna.'crowded' jeannie ortega.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i dun wanna take away his life
i dun wanna be...
a murderer...(rihanna)
did u eva haf one of those daes whereby ur brain just went haywire?
like being out of character?...its strange
those madness moments.
i'm assuming i was this close to being psychotic.
you saw a girl...
nothing out of the ordinary
u noticed she was wearing a miniskirt...
ans she's sitting crossed-legged in front of you...then
you had the sudden urge to touch her thighs...suddenly u wanna noe
how she feels like...tastes like...your curiousity becoming unbearable
you almost have to hold on to ur seat just to restrain yourself
and just as suddenly .. the moment stopped
you've regained composure and wondered where the hell that came from...
that was my moment.one of, that is...(erm... no... that girl wasnt that attractive... i've better looking friends)it makes me think of those offenders.
y'noe... rapists.murderers.thieves.for a while my mind was walking in their shoes
scary.were they aware?did they succumb willingly? everybody have crazy thoughts
done outrageous things. but what made them lose it?
maybe there's a fine line btwn insanity and sin...i'm not a pagan but i believe in the power of the cosmic.ur brain is made up of thousands of chemicals and what if at that funny moment... ur brain stopped pumping that special element....you
become uncontrollable... then... u simply snapped...
before u knew it, blood... on your hands(or shit...in some cases...)
dun believe? why then people becomes intoxicated after abusing drugs?
chemicals affect you... physically... and emotionally...
eh?? why am i talking abt brains now? where was i??
oh yeah...
confusing how life can be...
i was crazy... am still crazy...not enuf to cause grievous bodily harm to others...but at some point i understand what they must haf gone thru... coz after all... i'm a human...i get angry, i desire...sometimes i indulge...but to judge ppl for their mistakes...~sigh...
hmm...i've said all these but i sill hate people that enjoy hurting others...enjoy... thats beyond sick... they noe its wrong but still do it...damn them in hell!!! oh well...
thats my theory for 2dae folks :D
and something has been bugging me quite a while now... my eng sucks... i nid to noe... biasness based on race is racism.... biasness based on religion leh?...relism?? ahaha :P ok.. seriously... what was it?
