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Saturday, May 27, 2006
life that was given

quantum physics... hm... a very interesting subj.
sth i've been thinking abt lately...
in fact i'm reading a book abt it....
suddenly i hafta dig out all my chem knowledge
to actually understand it all...
oh... how dusty and rusty my mind really is...
cant imagine i'm gonna continue schling by late this yr(if God allows)
maths science... argh!!! struggling thru them @ the age of 21...
who would haf thought... me.... hmm....
isnt it surreal to think that maybe...
ten years ago someone somewhere thought the same thing as you?
imagine how many people have said "i want to be different"
imagine how many people have felt what you felt...
did you ever think that u're not different from the rest after all??
haf u ever wonder whether all the thoughts u haf are really yours?
and not just recycled over the centuries?
doesnt it make u wonder life could be mundane?
coz maybe ur actions and thoughts are the same as someone years ago?
have you listen to the lyrics of a song and thought
"wow!!! thats the exact situation i'm in!! my precise emotion at the moment!!"
doesnt it make u feel like u're trapped in this funny play where
u're thinking what others have tot before... we're all da same arent we?
peeps w/ four lines on their palms are said to be diff...
so peeps w/ 3 lines on their palms are not the same?
palm reading is one of the example of what atoms in ur body can do...
how they react and how they affect you physically mentally and spiritually...
like i said, i'm not a pagan... i believe God created atoms so as it will be able to bond or break overtime to form chemical compounds and therefore create things..like how hydrogen and oxygen are two different atom elements
but when u put 2 hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom
what will it become?? water!!! imagine.... 2 gases to form one liquid...
fun and interesting in a way... rite?
... you know... like legos....interesting isnt it?? hm... ok... u mite not ponder but i did and i still do...maybe i haf too much time on my hands ...
oh well....