ok, now i noe how it feels like
to be backstabbed
it hurts...
truly hurts
truly fucking hurts
but oh well...
i am, after all...
the invincible one
for i can nvr die
i can still wipe the
knife clean from blood
and return it
graciously
and yet i will still be alive
a doll i am...
play with me
for my blood nvr runs dry.....


a lot of things haf been happening...
the very fun and exciting chalet recently...
with a very devastating anti-climax of the century...
(me losing my 10hrs old hp(yes!!! truly... brand new... ) and ju's fiance's digicam...)
and having to endure (yet again) the brutality and inhuman minds of the majority....
gossiping and eating snake is sooooo fucking last yr... dont u think??
aaarrrghhh!!! shut up ....i dunno.... maybe i was pampered too much
my ears naturally itched and my heart will automatically flare up
whenever i hear people talking rudely or giving stoooopid excuses....
if u dun wan then say dun... if u want then say yes...
cannot speak simple english issit??
must u go sth like "aiyoh... no la... u see ah... its like this one..."
aaahhhh!!!! i have no patience for the idiots...
i can bear things u'knoe... i dun complain much...
but there are always a certain limit....
and they'd go like...."this girl ar...(me la...) always...dot dot dot...."
i werk my ass off....
running like dog and get paid peanuts...
nothing bothers me until u say i havent work enuf...
and yet u didnt even lift a finger to help....
why such ppl exist??
we get the same pay.. same work level...
i help you.... and yet u did WHAT??
i didnt know gratitude comes in many different ways....
i dun expect a returned kindness....(i've lost hope)
just leave me alone... you know.... act as if i dun exist?
~sigh.... feel like shit suddenly...
dumped...hot(-tempered) and extremely dirty....
life's unfair but it still goes on rite??