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Wednesday, August 30, 2006 silence

i've always desire to be in a dance grp
of sorts
but i've never really came to realise it
and sometimes i wonder why
when i question myself
the answers are always the same
that i'm too 'ugly and fat'
somehow images of dancers
are always associated w/
being thin sexy pretty
all of which i do not possess...
is it an excuse?
everytime i want to take dance classes
i think abt what other people would think of me
"eee....so ugly oso want to dance ah?"
"so fat all her flabs are all over the place"
depressing sia....
so i didnt pursue...
funny thinking back on the things i've done
in sec sch days
all my participations in talent times
(dance grp for 2 yrs running i think....)
some hari raya or teacher's days performances...
i've had my fair share of stage presence
even the musical...wow....
but still.... like they say...
the outside world is tough...
thats why my prancing around stopped short there...
lol....
should i get back at it? @ 21... is it too late? too old?
i haf 2 left feet, mind you!
and i guess i will never know
coz only me can make that decision...
...right?

nonsensical ramblings posted by ain at 12:52 PM