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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Oct 23rd

i received this mail.... sent by my dad daes ago...

Assalamualaikum, menurut arwah Abah, kita ada keturunan Raja dari Jawa. Arwah Abah pernah ka Bandung mencari nya. Menurutnya lagi kita berasal dari Banten. Saya mula siasat Raja Banten ada hubungan dengan Sultan Ceribon ia-itu Sultan Nurhidayatullah atau Sunan Gunung Jati dan salah saorang dari wali songo atau wali sembilan. Makam Arwah moyang kita(mumkin ayah Hj Yasin) ada di parung panjang desa garudak dekat jakarta juga. Saya cuma belum dapat cari siapa nama ayah kakek Yassin dan talian saterusnya ka Sultan Nurhidayatullah. Saya ingin cuba jumpa Wak Deh Ishak(abang kpd arwah abah) yang masih ada di Aceh berusia lebih 80 tahun dan mula uzur.
Satakat ini hasil kajian saya, bukan untuk bermegah2, orang yang mulia disisi allah ialah yang lebih TAQWA nya. Kita bershukur dari keturunan yang mulia semoga di kekalkan didalam nya.
wassallam
Yasly.


it was written by my 1st uncle of my dad's side. apparently, my dad's side was decendants of a sultan in a certain part of indonesia. my great grandfather was from aceh. he moved to Singapore for a better living (an artist yes!!! ) can i proudly say he was a creative director for some of the movie productions of p ramlee... (watch out for his name ... mustafa yassin...)?? wow rite?? oh well... i'm not even creative to begin with.... whatever happens to hereditary talents??? ~sigh...